♥~Dedication to My Doggy, Nana~♥

I am supposed to blog about all the happy things like how i finally get to be a tutor again after 1 year, or how was JayChou's concert... Instead, there's something far more important that i have to write about...

2 years ago...Mommy在一个大沟渠旁边发现了几只被遗弃的小狗,就决定捡一只回家养...

小狗回到了家里,是个母的,被取名为Nana...

刚开始的时候,它hyperactive的程度令全家人都拿它没办法... 开始生牙齿了,到处乱咬东西like鞋子, 报纸...每天早上打开门, 门外就会一片凌乱, 到处都是报纸碎...

而且还很顽皮, 喜欢玩花, 把公公花盆里的泥土全部都挖了出来, 气得公公说要把它送走... As long as i was there, its not gonna happen though...

看到了我们还会很兴奋, 一直摇尾巴, 摇得过度用力好像尾巴都要脱出来了一样... 还兴奋地跑向你, 然后不断地往你身上跳... Nana啊, 你知不知道我也好喜欢你这样黏着我, 可是你每次这样jump on me,你会scratch到我很痛...当我痛得呱呱叫, 它却以为我也很开心, 越跳越兴奋, 越跳越频密, 弄得我寸步难行, 结果整脚都被它抓伤了...像这样...

家里买了另一只German Shepherd, 叫做Lexie...Nana是姐姐, 常常欺负Lexie, 怕我们不再疼它了...

可是Lexie长大得太快, 半年不到, 已经非常大只了, 而且还很有分量, 远远超过了Nana的体重和身型...现在就换成了是Lexie欺负Nana, Nana也不够Lexie斗, 每次只好乖乖地坐在后面, 看着Lexie在我们面前晃来晃去, 看着我们把所有attention都放在Lexie身上, 自己被冷落一旁...可怜的Nana, 我最爱的还是你, 不要怕...

Nana慢慢长大了, 慢慢地也懂事了... 而且还在过程中发现了它的性格...

它是一只超级大吃的狗狗...不管你放多少的食物, 放得多么频密, 它总是可以一扫而空... 这一点我觉得有点像我...　:$

还有...它是一只笨笨的狗狗... 只要过了某个范围, 它就不会路回家了, 每次要bb骑脚车去把它带回来...

有一天, 外面下着大雨, 发现了Nana在门外, 进不来... 家人全部出去了, 门锁了, 钥匙不在, 可是我真的不忍心看着Nana淋雨... 自己撑了1把雨伞, 从后门走出去, 希望带Nana从后门回家... 狂风暴雨, 我自己也被淋湿完了... 带着Nana到后门, 就要它进来的那一刻, 它突然间跑开, 跑回去了大门等着被人放它回家...

看这笨Nana...它没有去过后门那里, 不知道也不熟悉, 所以就笨笨地跑回去大门等... 我没有放弃, 继续叫它, 带它到后门去, 可是每次一到后门, 它又是一支箭地跑回去前门继续淋雨等... 同样的process重复了大概5-6次, 我全身也就湿透了... 站在雨中无奈地为笨Nana感到心疼...

最后呢...雨停了, 家人回来了, 它才湿湿地回到家里, 我也浪费了大概半个小时, 然后徒劳无功, 自己白心疼一场...

看到我们驾车回家, 它也会很兴高采烈地直接站在路中间迎接你, 每次我就会brake and then: " stupid Nana! 如果是别的车车撞到你怎么办?" 有一次, 它还冲向Fluffy的车车,吓得fluffy立刻brake, 可是还是听到了撞到东西的声音... Fluffy一开始还不知道是谁家的狗狗, 直到看见我出门, 然后Nana进家门, 他就知道自己撞到的是我家最爱的Nana, 心想自己死定了... :$

阿弟把整个过程都看到了, 他说:" Nana冲向Fluffy的车, 然后擦过了它的身体, 之后Nana精神奕奕地会跳会跑, 反而是那辆车停在那里不会动了..." 笑得我都傻了...

然后呢...它还很爱撒娇, 很希望被人疼爱... 每次都会走到我们的身旁, 把自己的头钻到我们的手掌下面, 暗示我们去摸摸它, 疼它... 每次疼它的时候, 它就会乖乖地坐下, 然后闭上眼睛, 享受着我们的宠溺, 就像这样...

每次我坐在门口剪指甲, 它都会过来一直黏着我, 舔我的脚趾和手指, 打扰到我连剪指甲也要花很久的时间, 无奈的同时也觉得很heart warming, 不管它肮不肮脏, 就是可以让它这样乱乱舔, 过后洗澡洗干净一点就好了...

然后每次我坐在门口, 等着Fluffy来载我去学yoga, 它也会乖乖地走来我身边, 坐在地上就这样陪着我... 知道自己不可以进屋子里, 它也就乖乖地它进来一小步, 然后保持原位, 就呆在那里陪我, 像这样...

每次Fluffy很夜才载我回到家, Nana看见了, 也不会吠, 好像知道我需要它的帮忙, 会乖乖地替我隐瞒... 就这样看着我偷偷回家, 跟在我身后, 直到我关门跟它say goodnight...

半夜了, 肚子饿了, 到厨房去煮Maggie, Nana看到了, 也会慢慢地走过来, 静静地坐在那里摇尾巴, 陪我煮面...

贪玩的Nana有时候会在外面过夜不回家, 怎么叫它也不甘愿回家, 不管多么贪玩, 第二天早上总是可以看到它在家门口等着, 等着你开门让它回来...

以为会就这样一直有Nana在身边, 直到很久很久, 8年, 10年, 直到它老... 从来也没有想过有一天早上会看不见可爱的它在门口摇着尾巴等着回家...

昨天发现了Nana一整天没有回家了, 心里很着急, 全家人都开始担心了.. Nana不曾这样的, 就算贪玩, 它也走不远的... 我们在家里附近到处找了, 不断地叫它的名字, 就是没有回应...

Mommy晚上载我去教补习, 经过看到了2只狗狗在路旁, 叫mommy停车, 我下车慢慢地走向它们...虽然我近视, 看不清楚, 可是当它们看到我的approach而退后的那一刻, 我已经知道它们并不是Nana... Nana看到我怎么可能会退后, 它会迫不及待跑前来jump on me... 可是我还是抱着一丝希望, 叫了:"Nana?" 2只狗狗被我吓到然后跑开了...

心里一直好担心它会有什么事情... 我宁愿它是被家人抓回家了, 至少它还是活得好好的... 心里一直想: Nana还活着就好了, 不会路回家, 可是只要还活着就好...

一直到了晚上, bb过来告诉我已经找到Nana了, 可是它...了... 我试着强忍泪水, 把第二天flea market要卖的东西准备好, 可是眼泪却一直在打转... 最后还是忍不住崩溃大哭了... 我接收不到, 也handle不到...

好想立刻跑出去屋外看看它, 可是我怕... 我怕看到之后我会控制不了,也handle不了自己的情绪... 我好怕看到那个躺在那里不动的真的是Nana...

一直控制着不让自己流眼泪, 不然第二天眼睛会很肿, 我不要像zombie一样在卖东西, 把客人吓跑... 可是眼泪就真的停不了... 最后在一摊泪水中睡着...

第二天早上, 不出我所料, 眼睛肿得几乎开不到, 大眼睛一瞬间变成咪咪眼... 用手捂着嘴巴, compose好自己慢慢地走向我不想承认的事实...

当我看到了它不会动地躺在那里, 连人带心都碎了... Nana真的走了...

去到了campus, 成了walking dead... 尽量distract自己, 不让自己想起Nana... 可是当我回到家, 看到那个它离开我们的地方, 还是整个人趴在steering上哭了...

从小到大, 家里都有养狗狗... Nana是第一只我这么这么爱的狗狗, 它也第一只这么这么特别的狗狗... 为什么偏偏跟它相处的时间最短暂...

一直以来很希望以后有自己的家后要养一只属于自己的狗狗, 可是经历了这一切, I'm not so sure anymore...第一, 我不知道要到哪里去找一只可以代替Nana在我心中地位的狗狗; 第二, I don't know if i can endure the pain like this again, 我承受不了失去的那个伤痛...

我不要第二只狗狗了, 我要Nana而已...

最近Nana一直在太阳底下睡觉, 为什么当时的我只是想着狗狗难道不热吗, 而不是它是不是生病了... Nana hyperactive的, 最近它还是老样子, 蹦蹦跳跳的, 一点也没有生病or food poisoning的现象...而且家里的门一直都开着, 为什么它不回家, 而且...在那么隐秘的地方...

Nana, 是不是你知道自己要离开了, 不想让我们看到伤心, 所以自己躲起来了...

I didn't lose a pet, i lost a family...

Nana may you rest in piece....

♥~Taylors' Friends Rock~♥

14th of Jan in 2013 was my 1st day of degree life...

Had been worrying like hell the day before as you know how "different" does my voice sound...

Afraid that people might actually tease at me,make joke of my voice as i'd experienced things like this too many times before...

Turned out everything was almost unpredictably smooth... :o

Knew few girls who are very friendly & nice... =)

I'm generally pretty quiet around people whom i'm not really familiar with :$

Thus i didn't talk much on the 1st 2 days,merely smiled in response to what they said almost all the time... :$

But its getting better...More passionate than the 1st several days at least :$

Starting to get along with them...Not that shy already....

Haha...reflects that Ms friendly & kind Cecilia is actually cold on the surface but warm in the inside... :p

Have a hunch that we'll eventually blend in quite well :)

This whole thing about making friends kind of reminded me how i 1st met my Taylors friends,how we got along after spending 1 & a half year together,made me feel abit sentimental...

Miss PM14...Miss the laughter we once had in class...

In uni,its nearly impossible to have such a huge gang of best friends who always stick together with you as there's no fix class anymore...

You'll encounter different people in different subjects of lectures or tutorials...

More new faces when the next semester starts... 

Aww...i thought i won't miss a thing about Taylors the day i graduated but i'm hell wrong :$

I'm trying to adapt & love this place where i'll be studying for years & i'm sure i'll one day :)

Alright...get back to the subject....

25/1/13, Friday

Had my class till 5pm then went to catch the 6.20pm train to KL =)

Winqi & i both wanna go KL to meet our friends in uni & college hence we decided to go in the same day & by the same train :)

However,we went in separated way right after we reached KL Sentral,haha...

After she seeing me getting on Ket's car,waved to each other & said goodbye :)

Firstly,Ket brought me to meet JiaEr's special person for dinner...

Well,dinner for me & Ket,supper for JiaEr & his special one since it was already 9.30pm ... :S

& what can i say...JiaEr has really changed a lot,a huge lot!!! In a good way of course :D

The 1st thing that was registered in my mind when i saw them holding hand was :"OMG PM14 !!!! JiaEr is in love!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! " haha... :p

They look so lovely together...JiaEr,bring her out to meet us more often,ok ? :p

Feel so happy for them...Stay sweet yea <3 <3 <3 <3

By the time i got back to Theng jiejie's house,she was already in bed...

I tried to talk to her but felt guilty for disturbing her dreaming :$

Guessed our girls talk would just have to wait for the next night :$


26/1/13, Saturday

Waking up seeing Theng jiejie's sleeping face was just inches beside me...

Aww...it was like back to when i studied in college...Sentimental overflow...

Ket came fetch us at 10.30pm...After dropping Theng jiejie by to work,off to Pavilion for breakfast... 

Filled up our stomach & got ourselves fully charged, a shopping spree was then on!!!

Erm...ok...i was going on a shopping spree & he was simply a pity guy whom got dragged along... 

Made our way to Timesquare where i bought nothing at all... :$

Left after 2 hours staying there wandering aimlessly,haha...

Midvalley for the next & finally we found the right place to shop =D

Saw swarm of people were in Uniqlo which reminded me of the promotion about RM49.90 for 1 jeans...

Wanted to go in but drinks were not allowed which means Ket had to carry my favorite Gong-cha taro milk tea & wait outside...

I thought i would make it quick but the fitting rooms were all fulled :S

Long long queue to the fitting room & cashier... :S

Sorry for kept him waiting so long,i felt guilty... :S  

Left Midvalley approximately at 6 something pm,hadn't even shopped enough :(

Next stop,Sunway Pyramid....

Got my hair dyed & this time i decided to go for the hair color that i've been wanting to try since the 1st time i colored my hair,red =)

& the outcome.........erm....no comments :$

Ket said red isn't not nice,just doesn't suit me that much like brown does...

Haha..what a nice comforting sentence... It's ok,i get it... :')

The red head me having chocolate cream chips at Starbucks,ss15...

Terrible eyebags became more obvious at night !!!!

On the second night of my stay at Theng jiejie's apartment,we eventually had the time to sit down & talk =D

Catching each other up on all the latest...

Her boyfriend & she both said the same thing like Ket did,red hair doesn't suit me :$

Haha...& the funniest part was that her boyfriend & Ket literally told me the same thing :" Not that red color isn't nice,just brown color suits you more..."

I purely sat in front of the mirror whole night trying to accept the fact that everyone prefer my previous hair color... :$

Guess what...the 3 of us were too excited talking & laughing that we didn't realize we were actually causing noises in the midnight,somemore with the room door opened...not until when we got complaint by her housemate who had just fallen asleep & woken up by us minutes later... :$


27/1/13, Sunday

Same routine...drove Theng jiejie to work at 10.15am then headed to our favorite hangout spot back in college time,jojo kitchen in ss15, to spend the afternoon meeting up with other Taylors' friends over brunch....

This is how striking my hair looks under the sun... :')

I love Iphone 5's front camera...Haha,kept occupying Ket's phone & played with its camera :$

Goofy face take 1....

Goofy face take 2...

Haha...pity his phone :$

LiWen's & HuiQi's absence saddened me but its ok,we'll find another day to meet up again =)

ZenZuan is more huge & muscular than the last time i saw him,haha...more grown up too :)

Miss his chipmunks voice..... :)

The 3 of us gossiped a little bit too,haha...

It made us a bad person to gossip about others but it was fun hearing them criticizing people in a true yet funny way :$

Another shopping day with my sister,LayLay...haha...i miss picking fight with him :p

The way we communicate was purely hilarious enough,haha...

I think we spent time laughing more than talking :$

Playing with this app using his Ipad & i like this picture so much even though i look sucks :$

Haha...we spent like almost an hour on this app...

He kept blaming me for taking so long but i could've done it faster if it wasn't him disturbing me throughout the process ><

Laylay & me....

Ehh....stop gawking at pretty girl with that horny smile... ><

I was standing just right next to you,show some respect please,haha... :p

& i have to mention this ,he has really slimmed down a lot!!!

No more bloated tummy to punch on :( 

Ket came drove me to KL Sentral after his drum practice...its time to go home :(

These 2 days were truly awesome for me,thanks for treating me so nice  =)

LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !!!!!!

How i wish i can just follow my rationality instead of feeling... :')

I don't....but i can't find a reason not to....

People keep telling me the same thing but i know i don't deserve... :')

Love,

♥~He Once Loved Me But Not Anymore~♥

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?

'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the doorAnd I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when YOU SAID FOREVER & ALWAYS

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure

So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymoreAnd I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when YOU SAID FOREVER & ALWAYS
YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT BABY,I DON'T THINK SO

Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything

'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always... yeah

在thailand旅行的其中1晚梦见了他…我已经叫自己不要想到他了,就算是,他也不值得我引起自己任何的情绪…我没有想他,真的没有…提起他,我没有任何的心情,没有任何情绪,真的没有…为什么还要让我梦见他…梦见了他后悔了,来挽回我…我一口就答应了,而且2个人回到去像以前一样…可是之后自己静下来想,我是不是不应该答应他…他做了那么多伤我的事情,我有必要再次陷进去吗...就在我犹豫的那一刻,睡醒了…那天听姐妹说起了他,我也没有表现出任何在意的动静…抚心自问,蔡依妏,你真的一点感觉都没有吗?大家都说他变了,就算是亲近他的朋友…到此时此刻,我依然不相信,依然自欺欺人,抱着一丝希望,希望他还是以前的那个他,还是我当初会爱上的那个他…看着其他分开后的朋友,男生对女生依然还会有在乎,仍然把那个女生放在自己心里某个特别的位置…每当大家说起,我都很淡然地讽刺说:”放心吧…他睬我都傻,他根本都不认识蔡依妏这个人…”跟他渡过的那个3年半感觉上好虚幻…我认识的那个他感觉上已经去了很遥远的地方,再也回不来…一直说天蝎座是不好的星座,天蝎座都是坏的…其实根本不是那样….至少另一个天蝎还会在意那个她,我的天蝎座才是当我不存在的一样…一切的一切都不是天蝎座的问题,是我选择了那个他…是他…不明白为什么还要穿着自己送他的t-shirt,不明白为什么那么担心玩paintball的颜料会弄脏那件t-shirt…这个是你所谓的对他没有任何情绪吗…不明白为什么明明恨下心block了他,还要用别人的acc去stalk他,看见他add的每个美女…ehh,你自己也不帅好吗,不要那么异想天开,癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉…我真的很差吗…我到底在生气什么…为什么人家已经不喜欢你了,你就不可以放下啊?!那么傻,让他牵动着你走…怎么说也深深地爱过,真的可以这样什么都忘得一干二净,厉害…第一次那么希望自己有桃花运,希望自己有新的男朋友…我需要1个很强很强的distraction…我要赶快谈恋爱,赶快忘了他…不想过生日,不想知道他连我生日也忘了,不想经历那个他不在意,连生日快乐也不跟我说时的那个心情…说了多少次要不去想,说了多少次要忘记,说了多少次要不在意…到了最后,辛苦的只是你自己…痛苦的也只有你自己…怀念的…仍然只有你自己…

♥~First Time,第一次~♥

忘了是怎么开始,我们竟然约好碰面了...

你说带我去看看你现在住的地方,做的事情...

可能是自以为然了,没有多想就开了你车车passenger side的门,很自然地坐在你的身旁...

你上车了,一一介绍走着前来的女生,第一个是你的朋友,第二个你说那是你的女朋友...

你说我应该坐去后面的...我没有回应,只是微笑...

你从来没有告诉我你找到了你的那个她...

看不清楚她的样子,只看到她很娇小,应该是比我们年纪都还要小的女生...

虽然你们没有什么互动,可是你看她的眼神,她对你的微笑令我想逃...

到了你住的地方,我们坐在地上谈天,忘了谈着什么,我什么也说不出口,只懂得掉泪...

像以前一样,把头低下靠在你的膝盖,不想让你的朋友和那个她看到我在哭...

你一边说着一边递我你自己弄的巧克力...

除了自己心里难过的声音,眼泪滑落的声音,什么也听不见,感觉不到...

口中的巧克力没有味道,你说的话仿佛只像是空中的风声...

突然那开门的声音强行刺进我耳里,把眼睛睁开....

妈咪叫我起身了,是时候一起出去吃早餐了...原来那是梦...

为什么连梦也可以那么真实....

眼睛痛得睁不开,不知道是不是自己流过了泪,可是却找不到脸上有泪痕....

我有多久没有梦到他了...以为自己没有想他了,以为自己可以过得很好了....

原来我只是把伤跟痛隐藏了起来,在1个连我自己也找不到的地方,潜意识...

那一刻的自己并不知道醒来还是呆在梦里会比较痛...

妈咪驾车到了巴刹,我很紧张地问为什么到那里吃早餐...

那里是他妈咪每天一定会到的地方...

或许平时就算明知道他的事跟我无关,但我还是会很期待到那里吃早餐...

看到他妈咪,感觉上好像我们之间还有一丝联系...

可是不是今天,不是这个时候...我的承受力,我的开朗今天失效了...

可笑的是...今天他妈咪并不在...看着那个空的parking lot,看着aunty平时会坐的那张桌子空了...

妈咪说今天是15,很多人都不会出来吃早餐,所以今天的人少了很多...

看见他妈咪不在,像在伤口撒盐一样...告诉着我所有事情都变了,不会再一样了...

今天是不是给我启示的一天....告诉我是时候放开了,是时候不要再想象我还在他心里了...

回到家想看1套comedy,至少让笑声填满我那个被他造成的空洞....

也不知道怎么的,看见电脑上那排download完下来的戏,看见了"first time,第一次"...

这套戏上映的时候,第一时间想到的是想跟他一起去看,也不想想自己在什么地位,凭什么有这样的想法...

放弃了comedy的那个念头,开了爱情电影,仿佛自己今天被伤得不够一样....

完全不知道电影的大纲....希望它可以amaze我,就像当初完全不知道twilight是关于什么的一样...

它成功了...

看完了之后,很多想法很多感触涌上心潮...很棒的电影...

看着男主角和女主角相处的片段,脑里自然不知觉地闪回了以前我们的片段...

原来女主角一早就知道了所有的事情,她依然甘心地扮演抱着不知情的心情,却付出着自己最真的感觉...

男主角发现她的快乐才是他最希望得到的,摔破了一直陪伴自己,提醒着自己理想的吉他,放弃自己的梦想而去完成她的...

女主角宁愿触碰自己梦想达到的那一刹那,而放弃自己平静安优的生活...

男主角爸爸悼念他去世的妻子,风雨不改地在同一个时刻守着她离开的那个路口....

最后男主角独自怀念着她,听着她一直都没有对他说出口的话,放肆地让自己在回忆中怀念她,痛责自己...

每一幕都感动得差些落泪....就连电影的插曲也一样那么好听,歌词都充满了意思...

把电影主题曲加进了自己的blog music里头...

原来作曲作词的是周杰伦和方文山,由这对perfect match作出的歌曲想没有感觉都很难...

Here...highly recommended....FIRST TIME,第一次....

有想重看的冲动....这套电影带给我的感触已经盖过了我今天的难过,先看它是正确的 :P

♥~Dwelling On The Past~♥

Yesterday,watched Uefa Euro Cup,England versus Italy at 2.45am...


Its been a while since i last watched football match...


It was a boring match though... 0-0,draw...


I'm team England,haha~ also team Gerrard :P


There was 1 day i saw Steven Gerrard on the newspaper,he's being highly praised^^


http://www.sinchew-i.com/node/304982?tid=918


Tada...i forgot to capture it down... :'(


We watched FIFA World Cup together 2 years ago & now...?


Our relationship died before the next FIFA World Cup...It's sarcastic enough...


My maternal grandmother came & visited us few days ago...it was at night...


Mummy they all were chatting at the front yard...


I was sitting on her motorcycle & looking at the dark sky...


The rock bench in front of my house caught my eye,memories started to flash through my mind...


It was where we used to share our private thoughts...


It was where he first read me story book...


It was where we started to know each other better....


It was where he first kissed me...

It was where he asked if he could kiss me again...

It was just a gentle kiss but that instant was more than enough to remember in the rest of my life...

My heart bled at the thought of these~ 


I didn't even realize there were tears on my face...


My younger brother came out from the house,sat on the motorcycle & asked:" wanna have a ride with me?"


"Sure...You know how to ride or not?"


He rode quite fast & i was so worried that we could fall down from the bike :S


I kept screaming:"slow down!!! hey,i ask you to slow down!!! you can or not???!!! since when you know how to ride bike???!!! how many times have you been riding motorcycle???!!!"


I almost forgot that i have motorphobia,haha~ 


I get so nervous every time i go for a motorcycle ride...


It reminded me that there's only 1 person that makes me feel safe on motorbike,somehow i feel secure with his riding skill...


He was someone who makes me so in love with him then tore my heart into pieces with just a blink of eye....


I could still remember vividly how i love to tickle him while he was riding as he couldn't fight back ...


How i sitting on the back seat of his motorcycle...watching the night sky...


The ice cold wind was blowing against my face...he felt cold then held my hand in his...


Leaning against him,sniffing his scent....


Last year,when i just began my college life,he came all the way from MN to KL to see how is my life going...


He read me bedtime story to put me to sleep...


I  was half asleep & i heard him whisper my name in my ear...


I wanted to answer but i was too lazy... 


Right then...i felt him kissed me gently on my forehead & said goodnight in a soft tone...


I wanted to turn around & gave him an evil smile:"what have you done to me just now?"


But then i was too tired to open my eyelids...


I felt so loved... Everything just felt so right....


How could he unfriend me in fb....


How could he be so heartless...


How could he not want to know how am i doing....


How could he live his own life as if i never exist...


And how could i miss him & hate him at the same time???!!! seriously???!!!!


Sorry for the gloomy post...


I just need to get this off my chest as i don't think i can take anymore pain...


Alright...no more emo post from now onwards...


Haha...viewed all my darlings' blog & i saw something really funny which made me burst out laughing on the spot...


Chingching,don't forget you promise to watch twilight with me till the seas run dry & the rocks crumble :P

♥~Taylors Is LOVE~♥

Warning : Long post ahead...


Finally...i've moved my blog!!! welcome to princesscilia.blogspot.com ^^


Was going to use princesscecilia as my blog address...


But then princesscilia sounds smoother,so there~


Time pass tremendously fast...i've already graduated from Taylors College~


Attended a Paris themed prom on friday...


Szelan & i started dressing up at 2pm & it was my 1st time ever putting on a prom gown~


We also had our stylist come over to help us with our makeup & hairdo~


I was very uncomfartable with those makeup on though =_=


Guess its because i'm way too clumsy to apply makeup without messing it up=_=


I always accidentally wiped it off by rubbing my eyes,eating my lipstick,scrubbing my face,etc...


was being extra careful that night,haha~


Oh yea,forgot to mention this Taylor’s A Levels Prom Night was held at JW Marriott Hotel & Jiaer drove us there~


Surprised at the magnificence of the hotel,the ballroom,the ambience,etc..


Everything was so high class & everyone was so well dressed~


 I was simply ordinary compared to them~


Took tons of photos to preserve those great memories..


Why not let the pictures do the talking?

 

The ballroom & the stage...the lighting was awesome^^

Who run the world? GIRLS...haha~

From the left : Lisa,Huiqi,Liwen,Me,Szelan...

Liwen & I were trying to be funny :P

The boys in PM14....They all looked dashing!!!!!

Sheirly in the middle,Huiqi at the right...

Hanwei...my rich cousin,haha~

We didn't even know until he told me his mum is came from Malim Nawar...

Zenzuan...our muscular class rep...

Jiaer...the smartest & oldest guy in class...also,my most intimate guy friend...

Laylay,my sister...haha~

Sayket...the most handsome guy in class (he said it himself)=_=

The guy beside Sayket was Wailuen & the indian girl beside Jiaer was Seemah =)

PM14 with our mentor,Miss Annie,the one with short blue skirt....

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

It was my 1st prom... 

It's the night for the seniors to remember... 

It's the night to end our college life... 

Without any doubt,it was one of the greatest night of my life...

The prom finished at 11pm but it wasn't the end yet...

We continued our party at Szelan's house after prom...

We shared our secrets,played poker cards,drank beer (the boys),etc...

I felt so sleepy but refused to go to bed as i knew it might be the last time we saw each other...

Finally....i think it was 3pm...i couldn't stand anymore then fell asleep on Jiaer's lap...

Hon & Wailuen...haha,nice pose~

The next day...Saturday,16/6

Spent the whole day with these 2 fellows....

First,we had lunch with Sayket,Junson & Tianket...

Went to pyramid for movie afterward...

&......I got my hair dyed at A-saloon in pyramid!!!!!

Hanwei was by my side through out the whole process...

Jiaer was playing pools with Sayket they all while waiting for me...

I wanna dyed my hair into wine red but the hair stylist said that i would look fairer with orange brown hair...

So....i thought i'd better listen to the professional advice :P

Quite satisfied with the outcome...they said i looked nice^^

NG version....

One more... =)

Hey...whatsup cousin :P

Watched prometheus in IMAX 3D ....

In my opinion,the movie was just so-so...

At night,Jiaer dropped me at IOI Mall....The separation finally came....

Stayed 1 night at ting jiejie's place & went home on Sunday,which means today...

& now...here i am...in my comfort zone...missing them so much...

We'll meet again & we'll spend a lot of great time together like we used to...

One & a half  isn't a very long time but i feel like i've known you guys forever...

PM14 & Taylors College....always the best of the best....