♥~Breaking Dawn Part 2,The Epic Finale~♥

Alright...finally...the day has come...

The Twilight Saga:Breaking Dawn Part 2 is officially launched in Malaysia on 22th November 2012...

Couldn't make it on that very day hence was going on the next day which was 23th Nov,Friday...

Kept reminding myself : Chai Yee Voon,don't forget to bring your specs!!! Its beyond important!!! Without it,you won't be able to watch Edward's face clearly!!!

Haha,this was because i've tried it before: left my specs at home then straight off to movie...

& I decided to wear my Edward's t-shirt,haha...

It might sound silly but i somehow found it meaningful...

Wearing Edward's t-shirt watching the finale of Twilight,how thoughtful =) 

We departed at 5pm and I've already booked the tickets the night before...

Was so excited in the car & just when i was about to tell my friends that i finally remembered to bring my specs along...found out i forgot about another thing instead =_=
My bracelet....

I've never forgotten to wear it back on right after i bathed...

It was a birthday gift & it means a lot to me...

Just felt strange that it wasn't on my wrist =_=
Guess i'll never remember to bring exactly everything
It was a bit jam on the road then i started to panic

" I can't be late for the movie!!!! No !!!! "

"Why can't this stupid car move faster ??!!! "  "Don't block our way!!! "

"Reached already or not ??!! "   "Just this turn,right ? "

Everybody was so speechless,haha....Forgive me =(

Got there at 5.50pm & the movie started at 6pm...

Strode to the direction of TGV right after got down the car,couldn't afford to be late!!!

Luckily we made it in time...When the movie started,i didn't know what to feel...

It was sort of complicated...Felt thrilled that i was eventually watching the epic finale!!!

At the same time,sorrow rushed through me as i knew this would be the last movie of Twilight & there won't be anymore in the future...No more Edward....

Had the surge to cry when i saw the 1st scene of Edward,especially when he was playing piano for Renesmee...

They really did a fabulous job on the fighting scene,it was impressive...

& my tears dropped the instant i watched Carlisle lost his head !!!

Was like : how could it be!!!! Carlisle can't be dead!!!

Almost forgot how to blink...

My heart was then thumping so fast when one of the Volturi took down Jasper...

Watching Edward got hurt wasn't pleasant at all & was screaming inside :" Bella...faster save him!!! "

When it showed that it was just Alice's vision,everyone in the cinema sighed in relief & some of them were like :" Cheh..." Haha...

As for me...couldn't help but :" What the!!! My tears dropped for nothing!!!" haha...

They made such a twist in the end that no one would've expect...

The fighting scene was purely genius !!! I love how Edward threw Bella to Aro !!!

You can see their overflowing love in it...

When their secret meadow appeared on the screen,already knew it would be the end...

The new version of A Thousand Year was then started playing & Edward's face was being zoomed in...

Couldn't hold back my tears anymore when the flashback began to play...

It reminded me of how they 1st met,all the things that they've been through,their love for each other,the sacrifices,etc....

It was too overwhelming....Plus the song was simply annoyingly saddening & touching!!!!!

Such a wonderful scene....

My heart was tearing as the credits of all the cast from all the 5 films came up...

It was literally over...The Twilight series is over....

Edward's & Bella's love story has drawn to a close...

It was just more than a movie or a story...It means so much more...

Nothing is ever going to replace Twilight...For me,at least...
It lasts in my heart 

My Edward's t-shirt,haha....

I bought it partly was because of the 17 there as it indicates my birthday =)

The tickets....

Outside the theater...Purposely closed my eyes because they were swollen 

Hadn't read the part 2 yet as i wanted to watch the movie 1st...

Got back home,took out the last book then started reading...

Couldn't get my hand off the book & ended up i went to bed at 4am...

Haha...i was like : this time i'm going to die already because gonna have to wake up at 8am to have breakfast with darlings 

Luckily someone morning called me the next day if not i won't be able get up from bed at all 

Nice to hear that voice in the morning =)

It was such a rare chance that the 5 of us could gather together & had our girls talks...

Told them all the things that have happened to me & it was kind of relief that i finally could confess my secrets to them...
Well...maybe not all of my secrets...they missed 1 

& when we were ready to leave,found out there was something wrong with my bike...

Alright.....the front tire of my bicycle blowout !!!!!!
Urrgghhh....what an unlucky day 

Wheeled my bike back to Liching's house & the 4 of them watched me in amused ><

Winqi even took out her phone in attempt to take a picture of me,what a so-called beyond best friend ><

She :" Hey...look!!! Our Malim Nawar's beauty is wheeling her bike under the big hot sun!!! What a rare scene!!! "

I :" What is wrong with you !!! Don't gloat!!! Shouldn't you supposed to come & help me??!! "
In the end,i left my bike at Liching's house & Winnie rode me home 

Oh yup...& erm...26/11,last Wednesday...

Met up with June...Quite nervous in the 1st place as we haven't been talking for 2 years...

But then it was easier than i thought it would be....

Realized our friendship has never been faded away...it was just forgotten somewhere...

Maybe we have changed over the years,but the bond between us is still there,always there,just that we've ignored it...

Haha,stupid & funny things tend to happen when we're together,just like old time...

June :" give me Winqi's phone number...I'm going to call her.."

I :" 01XXXXXXXX..."

My phone rang & it was June....

I :" Hey...why did you call me ? Aren't you supposed to call Winqi ? "

June :" You didn't send me her number,you sent me yours!! No wonder the caller ringtone sounds so familiar.."

I :" Huh ??? Really ??? Did i ???"

Then we burst out laughing....

Love this picture as they both look so pretty in it,i'm the spoiler...No,Lee Say Ket is the spoiler =_=

Because i was replying him,haha ><

Cheese.... From the left : June,Me,Winqi...

Miss how all the people call us S.H.E....Let's start over,be the S.H.E again,shall we? 

Spent 2 nights to finish reading part 2 & it was utterly mind blowing 

Bella :" Now you know...no one's ever loved anyone as much as i love you..."

Edward :" You're almost right...I know of just one exception..."

Seriously no word for this...Not even a thousand words can describe my love for it....

& i swear i'm going to watch it again!!!! At least 3 times in cinema
Just couldn't get enough 

I love boys wearing hoodie & Edward just looks perfect in it  



Love,

♥~An Enjoyable Weekend~♥

Have been neglecting my blog for weeks...Its time to update :P

Had nightmares continuously for 2 days =(

Waking up frightened in the middle of the night,wrapping the blanket around me as tight as i could,trying to breathe evenly to stop the thumping of my frantic heart & knowing i won't be able to sleep well =(

It really wasn't something anyone would want to experience....

Bytheway,I did have the greatest dream ever,just few days ago :P

Haha...it was about me having Edward's baby & Edward was not there while the baby was coming out...

I witnessed the whole surgery...Seeing my stomach being cut open,but it didn't hurt...

Haha...it was a bit like the birth scene in breaking dawn part 1...

I dashed to Edward the instant he came back from hunting & told him about our baby then we exchanged a huge huge hug :P

Everything was so real,his godlike face,velvet voice,tenderness,etc...
Awww... 

Wasn't going to write it here at first,but i really wanted to remember this wonderful dream forever,so pardon me

Alright...Back to topic...Had an awesome day out with darlings on last Friday...

Desmond drove us to Jusco as he was going to meet his old friends there as well...

Told them about my dreams,the good one & the bad ones...

They all laughed like mad =_= Nice response,you guys... ><

We intended to catch a movie after loading up our stomach with mummum...

Unfortunately,the showtimes were either too early or too late...

Winnie still had school that day...By the time she arrived to join us,it would be already too late for movie...

Thus,the 4 of us went for karaoke instead...

K-box has much less songs compared to The Voice,plus 2 hours weren't enough at all...

This is what girls do when there's full-length mirror around... :P

From the left,Sherryn,yours truly,Winqi & Liching...

Look at their hair lengths then look at mine....Such a big difference

Winnie reached approximately at 3.30pm...It was the 1st time us seeing Winnie in her school uniform^^

She hadn't had anything to eat...So we girls went for late lunch...

My appetite has gone crazy lately...I'm craving for mummum all the time :S

They all were still full from our late breakfast,hence Winnie & i were the only one eating...

Had "gai si hor fun" plus 2 sandwiches yet felt like eating somemore

Desmond wanted to go home earlier as he was worried about the jam due to Hari Raya,so 5pm it was...

Haha...it's a picture that took us a lot of effort to take as we wanted to include everyone in it :P

Desmond's driving skill is awful!!! He likes to drive fast,keep changing lanes here & there,keep slamming on the brake,just like Sayket,haha...but Sayket is much much much BETTER!!!!

What an unsteady,unsafe & most of all IMPATIENT driver ><

I felt car-sick all the way home!!!! 

Darlings were happily chatting & what i could do was just listening to them as i was afraid i'd puke if i opened my mouth =_=

Last Saturday...breakfast time with old friends...Nothing much to mention about...

At night,almost 10.30pm...my phone suddenly rang while i was watching "Meteor Garden"...

Found myself confused when i saw "Jiaer(pm14)" popped up on my phone screen...

Why was JiaEr calling me at this time at night =_=

He was in Langkawi with his friends,they were drinking beer & playing truth or dare...

His friends dared him to call a girl friend of him & tell her he loves her =_=

I was like,ok...now i see...That means i was the victim!!! =_=

Haha..he told me he loves me so much & i was laughing saying thank you :S

& he said he would come along to meet me if the time is allowed...

He ended up blowing me off,going to Ipoh for dinner instead...(clenched fist) ><

Promise to treat me chocolate!!! Don't you dare forget!!! (still clenched fist)

Sunday which means today...karaoke time with darlings because we didn't get enough from K-box that day :P

There was just Sherryn,Winqi & me...The other two weren't free...

Guess how long did we sing??? 7 hours!!!! 

Winqi & i were like super hyperactive,jumping here and there,doing stupid dance moves & shouting the song out loud 

Can you believe my screaming was actually louder than the mic??? Try to imagine how crazy i went :P

Sherryn was severely disturbed by us till she couldn't continue singing anymore...

Ok...i admit we were quite annoying larr

Had a really really great time with them =D

Liching,Winnie,we'll find another time to get together again,promise^^

A few more hours later,will be having a family trip to Thailand...

Late night departure...AGAIN...
Pray that i'll be able to get some serious sleep on the train

Last but not least.....


Hehe....





Love,

♥~Climb Up From The Abyss Of Depression~♥

Had a few bad days...


I always dream of something weird,something that won't happen in real life...& i dream almost everyday :S


Guess my imagination is too rich,huh? =_=


He was always in my dream even though i didn't think of him...


Ever since he....me,i never dreamed again........until last Saturday~


As usual..he never failed to appear~


We were in Japan,travelling,searching for some nice food & tourist spots~


When i woke up,every pieces of the dream was so clear...


I remembered every details which i wished i hadn't~


It was like there was an emptiness inside of me,as if the wound that i have been buried deep inside me,was being ripped wide open...


I never realized how much pain he had caused me...


But....there was a funny part in my dream : i was asking people where was the Eiffel Tower in Japan=_=


What an idiotic question was that =_= 


Even mummy couldn't help mocking me when i told her the story=_=


Shouldn't it be Tokyo Tower :S


The weird thing was people actually answered me & pointed me the direction :S


Maybe they were leading me to Tokyo Tower :P


The next day,i dreamed of him AGAIN...He was protecting me from a kidnapper...


I genuinely don't want him ever show up in my dream,in my thought,in my life as i really can't afford the pain...


I have suffered enough...


& he is so happily knowing new girls in fb,so enjoying about me being kicked out of his life~


Why are you still using my birthday & my ic no. as your fb password if that was the case?!


Why don't you just change it already?!


Delete or change all the things involving me if you were seriously that desperate to ignore my existence!!!!


Alright...chill.....i'm done talking about him!!!  


So...those days were like hell for me...


& there was a someone who has done a super silly thing...because of me...


I was so.....angry & unhappy~ Why would "the someone" do such a thing???!!!


& "The someone" said :"it's so hard to touch your heart..."


I thought to myself : harder now.......


Those days were bad enough for me & "the someone" just made them worse...


I needed a distraction...I needed something or anything that could cheer me up...


Haha...It wasn't difficult to guess what would it be...TWILIGHT ^^


I decided to read the 3rd book of twilight series,eclipse...


& it worked!!! I felt better & was totally hooked on the book!!!!!


The book described the character & the whole story in a more detailed way~


Edward was so much more perfect than i thought!!!!


He is incredibly perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm so so so so so in love with him,haha~

See...i woke up at 7am & the 1st thing i did after brushing my teeth was reading eclipse =)


Thursday,darlings Sherryn & Liching asked me out for breakfast as they didn't go to school...


I confided my situation in the past few days to them,how i got so depressed & how Edward brought colour back to my life -^^-


It was so nice to have someone to talk to,to share my secrets to...


Somemore there are 4 of them whom i can count on,like i said,they are the luckiest thing that happened in my life ^^


& i victoriously forced,no...should be persuaded :P


So...i victoriously persuaded them to have twilight movie time with me at that afternoon,WOOHOO!!!!


The location was still the same,always the same: my room ^^


It didn't bore me at all no matter how many times i watch it :P


Mummy went in & saw us watching twilight,then said :" how many times do you wanna watch it? why do you always wanna hard sell your edward? " :P


Twilight & new moon were done...eclipse & breaking dawn part 1 left ^^


I continued my piano lesson since Tuesday =)


My fingers aren't that agile as before,sad :(


Lot & lot of practices are needed!!!!

Domino pizza time with mummy after piano class,yummy =)


& now... i'm rereading eclipse ^^


I don't know why...i must read twice before moving on to the next book :P


Edward is so unrealisticaly caring,selfless,polite,smart,charming,courteous,gentlemen,decent,lovely,romantic,strong,mysterious,handsome,godlike.......


The list can go on & on & on & on...Do i need to continue? haha... -^^-