Cecilia's secretland

Cecilia's secretland

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

♥~The Avril Lavigne M'sia Tour 2014~♥


Another long overdue blog post... I never give up blogging because i want every single moment in my life to be remembered... Wanna hold on to this memory so one day when i view back my blog, i know how fully i've lived my life... :)


 It was 14/3/14, Friday...

Mummy drove us whole family to KL for Ahdi's college registration...


Can't believe my brother is going to leave home & experience a total different kind of life in a strange city...Have been worrying how he is going to cope...I've been there, i know how lonely & emo you can feel when homesick gets to you...


I had no friends came with me back then...Had to be all independent on everything, figured how to travel from this area to another, how to take ktm, monorail or lrt, where to get down & change station...etc until i met a bunch of nice friends in college...which leads to what i'm going to write,haha... 
 Bytheway, AhDi has registered for Help University...

Was going to Avril Lavigne's Concert that night with one of my Taylor's friend whom i'm supposed to keep his/her identity a secret as his/her parents didn't know about it...Ok, i'm gonna give his/her a nickname then, GLayJ...Haha, obvious enough? Don't worry, your parents won't read my blog... :$


Wasn't gonna make it in the 1st place as i got an extra ticket... I could impossibly go alone or sell both tickets as i got ditched just 2 days before the concert...Time was so limited where to find seller,right... Unless i made it a half price sale which was no way... :$


True friends always show up when you need them & tada... GLayJ showed up!!! Ket said ok too but he's so busy i didn't have the heart to want him spare time for me... Thank you both of you, having you guys as my friends is one of the luckiest thing that could happen to me... :)


Ok, mummy was supposed to drop me at Midvalley after the registration but thanks to my awful skill in reading gps, we ended up at Time Square... :$


The last time i read gps for someone, which that unfortunate guy was Ket, the destination was set to Cheras Leisure Mall & we ended up heading to Midvalley... I have no idea what's so difficult about reading gps and yet i just can never get the instruction right... :')


Got down at Time Square, took the monorail &  made my way to Bangsar Lrt Station...


When i was in the lrt, received a message like this...



Haha...felt like jumping up and down!!!! He never remembered to wish me for the past 12 months!!!!! Its the 1st time he reminded me of our monthsary, how could i not be touched right... :'(

Finally i met GLayJ & we made it to Stadium Merdeka before 5pm when the concert actually started at 8pm, haha...


What to do...Time to take pictures!!!! Little black star is here, wearing Avril's fashion line Abbey Dawn t-shirt... :)








I really love GLayJ's S4 front camera!!! The resolution is so nice!!! I need a new phone... :'( 




I don't know why our EQ level always tend to be lower than usual when the both of us are together...Haha... 

"Ehh...don't take too much pictures, save some battery, later we still need the gps to guide us home..."

"I thought i asked you to bring powerbank ?"

"Yea...I did but it isn't charged..."

"What?! "  My phone left 20% & his left 30%...

In the end he had to ask the girl sat next to him for powerbank,haha... Good for him, that girl was quite good looking & coincidentally she's a Notthingham student too,haha... 

The guy sat next to me was a European, awww.... Exactly my type.... :$ :$ :$

Whispered to GLayJ :  "Oh my god..He smells really nice..."

"You know they usually never bath & simply put on some cologne one..."

"Its not cologne... Aww, don't jealous..."

"Me? Jealous? Pfff... Come on..."   

*Rolled my eyes to him*

Mr. my type & i spoke a little & his accent was killing me,haha.... :$

For some reason my glowing stick wasn't as bright as theirs & Mr. my type snatched GLayJ's one for me & gave him mine,haha...

He said : "Girlfriend wants, no choice, right..."

GLayJ & i both showed him a combination of disgusted + shocked face & : "No no no x100... We're just friends..." haha....

"Just friends ? "

"Yea...Exactly...Right...Yes..."

"What's wrong with you ?", him speaking to GLayJ... Haha...i know right... :$

The concert started only at around 8.30pm.. Mr. my type handed me a glowing Minnie headband : "You can return me when the concert's over, my date didn't show up..." & he gave me a crying face...

Truly felt so sorry for him... Who's that lucky yet cruel girl...He's so cute why you bailed on him... :(

The Avril Lavigne Tour officially began with her coming out on stage with cute punk looking dress & she kicked off the show with her song "Hello Kitty"..

Oh my god!!! Its Avril!!! She is so gorgeous & so tiny!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone stood up & rushed to the fence... That cute girl sat beside GLayJ & i looked at each other with mouth wide opened,haha...We probably had the same thought in our minds : "How could they stand there & block our view...Its stated "NO STANDING" & "NO LEANING AGAINST THE FENCE"..." 


Then we quickly stood up & ran towards the crowd too...haha...







Her voice was so powerful & indeed great!!!! She literally made it to every high note for every song considered every of her song is so high pitched to sing !!!!! 

When she was singing my current favorite "Let Me Go", i kinda wish her husband would come out from the back stage & sing together with her,haha....

She sang a lot of songs which are not just from her latest album but also from the old ones as well like "Complicated", "Girlfriend", "My Happy Ending" etc which i really love...

Got so high & sang along so loud until my voice went cracked....

Overall, its a simple & sweet performance...All her outfits were in black which was so her... There's no need for glamour outfit, simply her music & her presented on the stage were more than enough to bring the stadium alive...

When the concert came to the end, realized Mr. my type was no longer there...GLayJ said : "he left like 30 mins after the show began...One second he was still beside me, and then he just disappeared like MH370..." His metaphor made me laughing so hard... :$

We spoke too much in his carcar on the way back to his hostel until we totally neglected our dear gps,haha...

"Ehh...you know..blablablabla....Oppss!!! What did the gps say just now ? Left or right ?"

"Erm...its....Nevermind... We missed the turn already..."

"What ?! Ok...Don't talk to me!!! Focus on the gps!!!"

Right then....we started talking again,haha....

"Oh my god!!! Turn right!!!!!! Urrgghhh!!! Wrong way again!!!!"

The same conversation repeated like at least 3 times...haha...

Thank god we made it to Semenyih in time & his phone left 9% , phew.... :$

GLayJ even took me to his campus for a short night campus tour...

When we were about to pass through the gate : "Now...Shall i present to you the friendliest guard ever...Use the power of your hand..."

When i was figuring out what he's trying to tell, right then he raised his hand to the guard & the guard returned a nod,haha...I swore i could've laughed to death!!!!!!!


Nottingham campus was so huge and pretty that i was instantly impressed by the view of it even though everything was in black and white at night... 


What impressed me the most was GLayJ's hostel...It was a bungalow & the interior was delicate to an extend it beats many residence houses out there...


He told me his room was so spacious you could do a break dance inside & i gave him an eye roll again...When i stepped foot in his room, i knew i was wrong & shouted : "GLayJ, you really can breakdance in here!!!"  "Told ya..."


GLayJ used his face cleanser to wash his body instead of shower gel...Weirdo... =_=


The next day when i was packing, i purposely left my baby body shampoo there for him,haha...Don't torture your body larr GLayJ... :$


Haha, we had breakfast together then he sent me to ktm station then we said byebye to each other...


It seems like we've known each other for years but the fact is that we only met in college... Its unbelievable how i can be so comfortable around him & tell him every of my secret in that 1 & a half year of college... Its more unbelievable how our friendship can still maintain its strength & closeness considered we basically see each other only once a year plus we chat like only once per month...

Ok... i better don't mention him too much later that arrogant plus narcissistic side of him appears again... :/

Reached home around 4pm & i had to attend my 1st prom in uni for the night...

No more typing, just pictures...



We had the same type of dress but came in different colors... :)


Also.... My 1st prom with fluffy...

With our senior, Charlotte... She's so gorgeous it makes us look like kids,haha...Oh yup, she also made it to the top 10 for Miss astro chinese international pageant... Guess that's the reason for the our ordinariness standing next to her,haha... :$

The conclusion for the night: my dress was so loose it felt like its gonna slip if i hadn't been holding my breath... & i have to admit prom really isn't my thing, still prefer wearing oversize tee, having my hair all tied up staying home watching drama, typical hermit girl... :/

That night was a great experience with my coursemates though... :)

Ok thats all... Final's coming, nothing special about my recent life...Next blog post will be about my sem break....i guess? haha... :$

Buh bye.... :D












Sunday, March 23, 2014

♥~Happy Valentine + Chap Gor May + 1st Year Anniversary~♥


A post for Valentine...Just a little recap so i can fondly look back on all these amazing memories...


14/2/14, Friday

Had been anticipating for this day to come because it wasn't just another ordinary Valentine... For this year, western & chinese Valentine fell on the same day which it only occurs once every 19 years...Plus it was also our 1st year anniversary...BIG BIG BIG DAY!!!

In this relationship, it seems like he's the one who's always giving... He would always come up with some surprises for me just to see that big wide smile on my face, would drop everything just to give time for me etc... Hence i figured it was about time to do something for him in return...

Since he wasn't gonna be at his hostel on Thursday night, i decided to plant my 1st surprise in his room just before he came back from discussion... 





Tada...a picture of every month of our 1st year hanging on the wall plus custom couple-tee lying on the bed... As for the hello kitty bed sheet, we bought it days ago and even though he was not really fond about the idea of having a pink kitty bed sheet, my will always go 1st... :$

"Its like a girl's room in here..."


"Don't you think its pretty and sweet..."


"Yea..but it does look girly..."


"Do you like it ?"


"Like... sure like...."


"Ok then..." with a satisfying grin *


On Friday morning... Fluffy drove me to class then we were gonna head to kl for the weekend...



It was already evening when we reached his home...Took a short nap & went out for dinner...

Either everywhere's fully booked or all restaurants charged you like you're made out of money...In the end, we decided to dine in a restaurant where he used to go so often in his childhood...

Its The Ship where we had our Valentine's & Anniversary's dinner...Its located at Bukit Bintang & the dining environment was fairly good except it's a bit crowded & the waiters were all too busy they could barely squeeze out the time to serve you due to the occasion... 

While waiting for our food, he told me about his childhood memories there & how he loved their cheese baked escargot... That's the 1st time i had escargot & surprisingly, i found it tasty...Now i'm in love with it too,haha...

Got a movie to catch after dinner... Just when we were holding hands walking to Pavilion, spotted a huge crowd in front of H&M... There's pink balloons floating in the air & also a huge banner with " XXX, Will you marry me ? "... It took me a few second to come to the realization that it was actually a propose, then i started to overreact,haha...





Haha...the picture is super blur but i still wanna share it with whoever comes visit here... :$

Now you can roughly imagine how it was like... 

Its my 1st time to witness a propose & that indeed was a massive one!!! 

"Oh my god!!!! So romantic!!!! Nah...reference for you...You know what to prepare if you want to ask me to marry you..."

"Yup...Nice choice to do it on Valentine..."  (him with a evil smile)

"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! You can't do it on Valentine!!!!!!! I won't say yes one i tell you!!!! I don't wanna celebrate everything together on the same day!!!!"

"Haha...that's exactly my plan... No need to remember so many dates..." 

"You know what...I just hate you..Like HATE HATE...What kind of boyfriend you are..." Mumbling all the way to GSC Pavilion to have our 2nd Valentine movie, Endless Love...

He bought me a rose on the way to movie which exactly same with what he did a year ago, even though that time he bought me 2,haha... See the difference before & after you get the girl???!!!! Hmmmppp >.<

Recall back to a year ago, when he asked me to be his girlfriend,the feeling of insecure, edgy, confused, nervous, uneasy etc... all crushed me at the same time... I knew i was about to make a decision that either throws me off the edge or brings me to the road where leads to my happily ever after...

By that time, i didn't care & didn't even bother to think what's good for me or who's right for me anymore because deep down inside, the choice is already made subconsciously... I'm more than grateful that we can make it this far... My wish for the day: To spend this day with him for every coming year...

By the way, the film was quite romantic...Epic summer love, class difference, girl's family force them apart, love growing intense until they would do anything for each other, the love you would die for...


Love shaped macarons which i ordered two days before Valentine... They tasted as they smelled, real good !!! Couldn't get enough !!!


I gave him my so-called ultimate present that night before we went to bed...Its a little story book written by me... From the day we met until the day we became couple, every of our precious memories are all written in it... 








There's total 10 chapters with almost 20k words in it... I know the design of the book sucks, haha... I tried my best, i'd been up whole night D.I.Y it but still couldn't able to get it done before 8am when i was about to leave for class...Besides, its also my 1st time that i've never gotten any sleep in a day, definitely wasn't something that i wanna experience again...

The present he got me was a necklace with my name on it which i genuinely love....


15/2/14, Saturday

Its zoo time!!!!!!!!!!!! WooHoo!!!!!

Went to his dad's restaurant before departing to Zoo Negara...

I've been wanting to go to zoo & everyone who knows about it, was like :" How many years old already? Still zoo ? You thought you're kid is it ?"

& i would calmly respond :" Who says zoo is only for children... You tell me, how long it has been since you last saw a giraffe in motion, huh? How about a real moving tiger ? Lion ? "

& tada... I won the debate,haha... :D

Was all thrilled when we stepped foot in Zoo Negara...Talking & jumping non-stop...

The 1st animal we saw was giraffe & i was like :" Wow!!!! Giraffe giraffe!!!! Its moving!!! Its real !!!!! It does move!!!!!!!!!"






"Oh my god its tiger!!!!! Hello!!!! Tiger!!!! Look here!!!! Over here!!!!! Hello!!!! Stand up!!! Walk!!! Why are you sitting!!!" while waving my hand so hard that the malay visitor beside me laughed and said :" banyak suka harimau..." Oppss.... :$

"Ehhh, behave yourself...Try to minimize your action ok, little kid...", lectured by fluffy... =_=



Aww...look at its face... its like shooting a cover photo for some vogue magazines, with your eyes slightly close yet it seems sexy, lips pressing a little it seems like a half smile yet not...
Haha...tiger knows how to pose for camera!!! Maybe it feels special because its the only white one... The other typical orange one were in another area...


When we were enjoying the view of hundred flamingos, an incident came up and until now i still can't be able to shake it off my head....

An old man was holding a walking stick, walking so slow it seemed suffering to him...

All of a sudden, we saw him fell down with face facing downward... His forehead knocked to the ground & he was moaning in pain... I was too shocked that my brain went blank... Just when fluffy wanted to help him up, his family arrived...

His forehead was bleeding & i quickly took out all the tissues i had for him... He was still moaning & fluffy knew it was already more than i could take but we simply couldn't bring ourselves to leave until we made sure he's alright...

Finally, the staff came to help & thank god the bleeding seemed to stop... Fluffy kept assuring me its ok & we walked away to continue our animal exploration... After walking quite a distance, i finally broke down...Boiling tears streaming down my face & my heartbeat was so fast...

He held me in his embrace so tight that i could barely catch up with my breath...

I felt guilty & i couldn't stop blaming myself...I witnessed the whole thing, i saw how he was about to fall... If i could respond faster, i would have run forward to hold him just the second before he fell onto the ground... He was just a meter away from me...

It must be excruciatingly painful to him... All the moaning, the blood stains on his hand & his shirt, thinking about it makes me heartbreaking, let alone seeing it all so close... It was killing me...

I knew i didn't have to invest my emotions so heavily on a stranger but i couldn't help, i have a really really really soft spot for the elderly... Fluffy was so busy comforting me, wiping my tears away, telling me its ok, assuring me the old man was fine & it wasn't my fault but an accident over and over again... 

We made our way to the rhinoceros zone & he attempted to cheer me up :" Wow...so muscular...It must be doing gym every day..."

It was a lame joke but it did manage to put a smile on my face...

Here's the Mr. muscular rhino with the just-finish-crying me...




Ok...getting lazy so i'll let the pictures do the talking,haha...



Look at him... So human-like... Enjoying his meal... :$


Don't doubt, this is a real crocodile...Photo credit to fluffy... They say crocodile tears are terrifying, i say crocodile smile is just about the same,haha... Its like statue, never moved an inch, we'd been standing there watching it for quite awhile until my goosebumps all appeared, haha...


Hello hyena!!!! The villain in The Lion King... Its the 1st time i saw them in real version instead of cartoon...


Say hi to little penguin!!! Fluffy's relative,haha...Wonder why i said so ??? Ok, i explain... :D

Haha...because fluffy has this huge & fair & smooth tummy it makes me think of penguin all the time...There's a white shirt of his, everytime he wears it he looks even more like a penguin as the material of that shirt is smooth and soft it makes his tummy looks even desirable to rub or to sleep on...Beat all pillows in the world... Ok back to real penguin... :$

They are beyond cute & they walk clumsy,haha... Maybe its because their legs are short... But still, they're so adorable!!! :O

Lucky us, we managed to watch the show where you can see sea lions clapping hand, jumping through a hoop, playing with basketball etc... Its truly fun & amazing...


Totally got a tone darker after a whole noon in zoo negara... My legs went real dark like charcoal...Its ok that i wasn't born with fair skin, but charcoal legs ? Seriously ? :(

Here comes the last picture taken on that night....


That's all for my Valentine weekend...Done... :)