Figured its about time I start penning down my thoughts before this year gets wiped out.. Just 8 days away from December, time flies!!!
Many things to share... Erm...Ok... I started tutoring again... Still remember the last time i tutored like it was yesterday, a lot of ups and downs, haha.. If you're interested in the story, feel free to view back my blog post back in December 2012... :)
I teach English Conversation and have only 2 tutees... They are twins and really sweet & lovable... We were distant in the first place, didn't talk much other than what's in the textbook or the content of our discussion, and now we're like friends,haha... I think they like me because they were like :"how to get big eyes like you?", "how to have a slim body like you?", "how to have pretty features like you?", "Can i call you cute teacher?", "Can i call you big eyes teacher?" haha... Then i just simply: "are you focusing on me or the article?"
And i love how we sometimes laugh together over something funny in the article or story... Its interesting how i am easily liked by kids and fluffy has a theory about it : because i'm a kid myself... -_-
He said all of his colleagues referred me as a kid when they saw my pictures & i strongly disapprove... I know i can be childish sometimes but i definitely look my age ok... Stop calling me kid... ><
I have a theory myself too...I think its because i get treated the way i treat them... I'm a soft spoken person and i am always nice to people because i hate mean people and even hate people being mean to me...
Even if i don't agree with you, i'll just stay quiet and endure, but never confront or criticize as i see you as my friend and friends don't do mean to each other...
Adults are complicated, they are demanding, judgy and self-centered... Many conflicts may occur and actually do occur due to this selfish and arrogant traits... It isn't something that will likely happen with kids... They are simple and pure and their level of mean will probably just be "I don't wanna friend with you anymore!" then every hatred or bad feeling will be gone like a puff of smoke the next day...
Perhaps this is why i sometimes prefer spending time with kids, everything is so easy with them... I give them my heart, they get it and they return theirs to me... No such thing is gonna happen with adult, you give them your heart, well, they'll gladly accept it and use it then they continue to let the universe revolves around them and give you back shit... You be nice to them, well, they will probably stab you in the least expected way...
Of course not all of the adults are like that, there are bunch of nice guys out there... Its just something i experienced and am still experiencing so i get frustrated, haha... :$
Ok..Conclusion: I teach them with all my hearts and i can see that they're improving gradually...Before the lesson ends, I always give them about 15 minutes to memorize a few new words we learn that day to want them to remember and widen their vocabulary.. Apparently its working... I ask them the words i taught a week before & they remembered!!! You have no idea how grateful and how touched i am!!!
"Oh my god! You remembered! I'm so happy!"
"Teacher, now i only know you think so little of me..." Haha...then we burst out laughing... :$
Next topic...
Everyone knows i've started my online boutique business and i rented a booth in campus's flea market... :)
I've always wanted to try that, to set up a stall myself & sell the things i love to people...I've done it now!!! Twice!!!
The first time was with June, my very best friend from old time at 13th of Nov, Thursday... I was edgy and nervous in the first place, worried that no one will notice or want to come, the response was somehow out of my expectation in a good way though... :)
A lot of clothes were sold & i'm so happy because it means that my choice of stocks is somehow great, especially clothes, haha... :$
We chit-chatted non stop while selling, haha... It was nice to spend such a quality time with her after so long...
"Eww....i look fat..."
"Angle problem because you sit in front..."
"Urrgghh...i look dark..."
"Light problem...i block all the light..."
Haha....girls... :$
A lot of friends came visited too, i felt so loved... Govin and WeiJian, Rex... You guys are such good friends... :)
The second time was with Carmen and it was fun...
"Oh my god...The pepero is too tempting... i feel like eat 1 myself..."
"Do it...you've been torturing yourself since this morning...Or i help you to unbox one..."
"No no no...just let me consider few more minutes...Trust me, you can't stop once you try..."
In the end, Pepero 1, Cecilia 0... Haha, i couldn't resist... :$
I offered a stick to her and she's like :" Oh my god....you're right! Its delicious!!!"
So we both ate 4 boxes in two days & we paid to ourselves ,haha... :$
The last day was even worse, we shopped around and : "Ehh...which one do you think suits me? Pink or light pink?" haha...
Had a great time with her and i'm glad that we get to know each other more... Should definitely do it again if there's chance...
Also...I know a new friend...We were introduced by our piano teacher, had lunch once and we just clicked...Her name is Qiki, i hope i spell her name right... :$
There's a day i wanna sing k so desperately but i had no one to go with... So piano teacher suggested to ask her & when we both thought she won't possibly wanna go, she texted back "OK..." which was really surprise,haha...because she is very quiet and not one to easy open up to people, just like me...
That's why we didn't expect her to say yes, and when she's fine, my turn to chicken out,haha... :$
"Wait...i'm not ready...What if we have nothing to say to each other?" Haha...in the end everything went just fine... :)
More than happy to have a new friend...She's very tiny with big eyes and fair complexion, sweet girl...I like her a lot... :)
15/11/14 November, Saturday
Its the day of Fluffy's super idol's concert, also our 2nd JayChou's concert together...
Felt so good to see him again, i mean fluffy here... :$
He's as fluffy as usual, maybe even fluffier...Plus his skin gets fairer and i'm as dark as ever, urrghhh...
So i went to Kl on friday then we came back to Kampar together then we went back to KL again the next day,haha... Why didn't i just go on Saturday right? :$
Because i wanna go shopping and see him more, i don't wanna go on Saturday and back on Sunday... & the reason i had to come back to Kampar was because i had a midterm on Saturday morning,haha...complicated... :$
So...i met him at Masjid Jamek lrt station, which is just opposite of where he interned, OCBC... When my sights were wondering around, searching for him and thinking nonchalant..There he was, wearing all black, leaning on a pillar and smiling at me... I flashed an involuntary smile the moment i spotted him, always the one i love the most... :$
We had lunch together, i went shopping while waiting for him to finish work, then we went to KL Sentra to catch our train back to Kampar, had pretzel from Auntie Anne & get addicted to it, haha...
Studying whole way back and when i covered everything and readied for exam, it was already 12 something am... As usual, my stomach started to growl & we went out for supper... We had 3 maggie goreng and 2 roti canai... I know right, we both eat a lot & are typical foodaholics... The only difference is he gets fat but i don't... :$
I always love it when we have supper together... It is one of the favorite moments of mine...Imagine how satisfying and contented it is, together with your boyfriend with your stomach stuffed at a breezy night...
Tada...me playing with his phone on our way back to KL...
JayChou's concert was awesome, even nicer than last year (its what fluffy & i thought, his friend & brother thought the opposite though)...
We didn't buy any glowing sticks as its provided beside your seat in the stadium...We made the mistake of purchasing one last year so this year we skipped the whole buying glowing stick thing...WHO KNOWS... OUR GLOWING STICKS WERE STOLEN OR TAKEN BY SOMEONE ELSE... -_-
Haha...what to do, concert was about to start & we didn't wanna make a big fuss to rush in & out considered the crowds were crazy...
He sang tons of old songs this year & it brought back so many memories and the rhythms echoed in our hearts... We sang along without even searching for the lyrics, the words just came out so naturally... Its how epic his songs are...
And when the piano rose, clips from my favorite movie" Secret" playing at the enormous screen, my goose bumps were all rising and i grabbed Fluffy so hard!!! Was expecting him to play the soundtracks from the film but no luck,haha... I waited for 2 years, wanted to witness his extraordinary piano playing skill... :$
Still...with him playing the grand piano and singing, it was enough to melt me... Awww, fluffy please go learn playing piano, i can teach you... :$
Fluffy's selfie skill... -_-
Such an amazing night... We even had dimsum as supper after the concert ended... I ate 4 custard buns, my favorite dimsum...Tasted like heaven!!!!!!!!!! I really do love SUPPER!!! :$
"How many JayChou concert do you wanna go with me?"
"Many many many many.... All of it..."
We are separated for almost 2 months & we squeeze time to see each other as possible as time allows...
He came back to Kampar for me twice, i went to Kl for him twice...
A longer separation is waiting ahead... Hope we will always find a way back to each other...
And erm...as many of you know, my puppy just died... I would rather not mention any details again, bringing it up hurts me...
Thanks for those who concerned, and forgive me if i didn't reply you because it hurts too much...
I hope angel exists, so they will lead her to heaven & live a happy life...
My little Nana, you'll always be remembered and loved...
