Cecilia's secretland

Cecilia's secretland

Saturday, March 14, 2015

♥~Chinese New Year 2015~♥


Happy Chinese New Year!!! I'm so lazy, what happened to recording every worthy memory in my precious blog? I've missed out so many...

1st day of Chinese New Year, forgot what date :(

Ok...Our Chai family tradition : have dancing lion come over to kick start the first day of cny... :)

In Malim Nawar, we're always the first household to have the dancing lion performance for every year, such an honor... :)

Its always the first thing to look forward for Chor 1,haha... 2nd thing to look forward to : secondary school friends gathering...

Even though we haven't seen each other much after graduation, the friendship never fades...We've been doing this "bai nian" thingy for years... No matter how far we stay for study or work, everyone knows Chor 1 is the day for our reunion & the attendance is compulsory...

We talk and laugh loudly like nobody business... The boys will always be like :"Woi..mind to care your image a little bit? " Haha, we know from deep heart that we would never ever have to pretend in front of each other... Be as crazy as you can, be as neurotic as you may, its sort of an indication of how deep our friendship is,haha...

I've missed them so much... Miss AhLooy laughter, miss Jason's stupidity, miss AhBet's talkativeness, etc...


Am proud of our friendship... Hopefully one day, perhaps 10 years later, we'll all bring along our spouse or even kids to join this annual reunion gathering... :)

Oh my god, we've reached the age where marriage seems to be an appropriate topic for conversation, or maybe not...This second you chill and relax like : Oh, i'm just 22, still young.. The next second you'll shriek like : Oh my god!!! 22 already???!!!

Ok, back to the topic... As usual, i eat and drink continuously from house to house,haha... Many of them have been complaining about me being more skinny than before... I did realize too because most of my pants don't fit anymore & i'm having a hard time finding pants that stay up...

I eat as much as usual, which the portion is abnormally large for girl, haven't been exercising, have absolutely no idea what cause the weight loss...

& now i think i figured out the reason... My psychological quality hasn't been so well lately... Constant emo can do this to people right... People lose weight when they're too stress, same theory applies here...

Ok, get sidetracked again, where was i, hmm....Yes, Chor 1...There's one thing i have to mention here... I saved a puppy... :D

I think it's frightened of the drum sound because there's dancing lion performance in the neighborhood... It tended to climb out of the gate & it did, the thing was that the leash was holding it back, so its front legs couldn't touch the ground & its body was half hanging...

I got panicked then got down the car, went straight to help the puppy...With the help from Winqi & a kind uncle next door, the puppy was rescued and put back into its house safely,haha...

We had a girls night at my place which was only meant for the five of us : Winqi, Sherryn, Liching, Lucy and me...

Its getting harder and harder to have the five of us being together, sharing stories and confiding secrets... Cherish every chance we have and every second we get out of it...




























Its also Sherryn's advance birthday celebration.. We didn't have time to prepare birthday present so it'll have to wait until the next time we meet up,haha... Sherryn please be patient ok... :)

You're always that sweet and kind girl i love... Please don't keep all the feelings and thoughts to yourself, you know we'll always be there even when you don't need us,haha... :)






























I always consider myself as an unlucky person...When i have to choose one thing out of two, the less favorable one never failed to find its way to me and when it did, i'd tell myself :" See...i knew it even before i made my decision..."

Having them in my life is one of the most lucky thing that has ever happened to me... When we're all lying on my bed chatting & laughing together, that contentment is purely indescribable...


Chor 2, don't know what date...

Family day...Visited maternal grandma's house and learnt how to play lami (don't know if i spell correctly),haha... Spent whole cny playing it...

After lunch, around 3-4pm, there would be a bunch of relatives coming over as routine... They always come visit at the same time i wonder if they have discussed before,haha... Its usually the relatives whom you see once in a year & all you could do would be standing there, smiling awkwardly to them while thinking what should you call them, especially the elders,haha...

Cny eve used to be the day that i most anticipated because of Thengjiejie's return, someone whom i see her as my biological sister instead of cousin... My anticipation has shifted from cny eve to Chor 2 since she's married... Am glad that she found a nice husband & gave birth to my lovely nephew one year and a half ago...


Little Nicholas looks alot like jiefu...For your information, that's not Thengjiejie and her husband alright,haha.. They are my mom and brother... :p



Look at him, all so comfy and steady sitting on great grandpa's huge tummy... :$



My favorite cousin, Evelyn...She's very clingy to me & i enjoy her acquaintance as well... I think its because we have a lot in common... First, we're both princess freak,haha.. We discuss about Disney princess every time we meet... Her favorite princess is Aurora while mine is Rapunzel even though Disney quiz says that i'm more like Belle,haha... :$

Always "I'm Belle" to people around me & all i get is an eye-roll as response,haha..

Ok..i think that's pretty much for my CNY this year... Nothing special, nothing exciting...

Celebrated grandpa's 85th birthday few weeks before...






He raised me to become the person i am right now...People says that i'm too innocent to know the cruelty of this world but i think its the countless amount of love i get from home that makes me clueless about how ugly reality can be... People says i'm such an indoor girl, such a hermit girl who doesn't like to go out yet i think its because of how secure & comfy i feel at home that makes me prefer home than anywhere else... And i think, i know its all because of his presence at home...

He used to tell me bedtime story when mommy had gone to work in USA... Back then, i complaint about him not knowing how to tell a good story... Now, i still remember how a bad story teller he used to be or probably still is, the difference is that i feel something more which i failed to notice back then and that something called love... That effort to put me to sleep, to give me every thing he could offer...

All i wish for him is to stay healthy and happy... I want you to be at my wedding in future & i'll have you on stage, introduce you as the most extraordinary person to everyone...I want my future child to have her/his great grandfather holding her/his, so my child will know that's how 幸福 her/his mom used to feel...Ok,gotta stop before i start crying... :$

Ok...As for my recent life, same old same old... Busy with uni work & constantly emo for some reasons,haha...will i ever stop? :S

Have an epiphany here... I just lost a friend whose life was taken away in a car accident... Few days after, my another best friend gave birth to her very first child naturally... The baby was delivered safely and healthy, such a good news... Truly feel happy for her, CONGRATULATION X10000!!!! Now she has started her own family, just upgraded her status as a mom, its a gift which not everyone is given a chance like this... Life is precious, life is unpredictable, every breathing moment is a blessing, make it count... :)

Here comes the end of this entry... Valentine post will be the next... :)