Cecilia's secretland

Cecilia's secretland

Sunday, November 29, 2015

♥~Cecilly's Working Life~♥


Hello...its been two months since my last update...My blog is so dusty... :(

Ok...Erm...I've moved to KL since October, to complete my internship in this company called Permulab...

The duration is 3 months & now its already approaching the end of 2nd month... So lets talk about my current working life...

I'm assigned to water lab & all the samples are labeled in numbers, so sometimes when you do this test for a certain sample & all you can see is that the sample is cloudy, yellowish with solids in it & that unbearable bad smell, so when it spills on you or anything yet you have no idea what kind of water you're dealing with, haha...disgusting isn't it...

Unlike food lab which is located a level above water lab, their lab smells so good all the time!!! Last time i went, it smelled like blueberry jam the scent was so sweet!!! Besides, they can always get themselves some food samples when there's extra... I once took quite a lot of "Fruit Plus" candy from them, haha...

& there's this funny incident happened during my first few days of work... My colleagues are mostly Malay but i've abandoned this language since i graduated from high school i speak really poor Malay... Basically they spoke to me in Malay & i'll respond in English when i literally couldn't find the Malay word to answer....

So this day when the other Malay intern & I both had nothing to do, we bonded a little, haha...I told her about how sometimes i couldn't communicate with others because of my poor Malay & how i couldn't understand when they're speaking too fast... She laughed a little & said :" You know, when you speak English, they don't understand what are you saying either,haha... & they said you look a lot like Korean they thought you are mix, that's why you can't speak Malay..."

I was like :" Oh my god is that so???" I don't know if they feel offended or anything but i never replied them in English after that...Luckily all my colleagues are kind & helpful we get along quite well... After a month plus of practicing, i think my Malay has improved a lot even though they have to repeat like at least three times for me to really get what they mean, haha...

When people saw me in t-shirt & jeans after work, they would be like :" you dress like that to work? no need formal apparel? " Here's the clarification...


We wear lab coat at work, so no, no formal apparel... :)

& erm...there's a hole on my pants because of acid corrosion,haha...

Wake up early in the morning is the only thing i dislike about working, its like i never could get enough sleep...That explains why i always wake up earliest at 1pm on Sunday,haha...

I don't know if i'll miss work when its over but the life here, the tons of food choices, the easy access to different shopping malls, the every day also get to see Fluffy's life are what i'm gonna miss like a lot!!!

Ok...that's pretty much about my work, let's move on to my personal stuffs...

Recently i've met & known this girl whom her name i won't expose,haha... She's everything that i'm not & everything that i wanna be...

Let's see...erm...like her friendliness, how she could open up to people & blend in so fast...Everyone's gonna like her because there's no reason not to... Its the very attitude i wanna develop...

I'm passive & shy i don't feel comfortable talking to strangers or let's put it in this way... I won't usually be the one to start the talk even if with friends , i mean with the not-so-close-friends... Sometimes i feel guilty for being such a difficult... its like everybody is talking but i'm day dreaming with my blank face... There's a few times when she talks to me but my respond is so indifferent she has to force out a " oh i see..." to fill the awkwardness... Then i would be so regret & all i wished was to rewind time a little so i could come up with a better respond...What are you doing chai yee voon?!

Or sometimes when a friend of friend is sitting opposite of me, we've added each other on fb, we've liked each other pictures, i just couldn't help but feel sheepish.. As much as i wanna talk to her/ him, nothing's gonna come out from my mouth, you know i definitely didn't do that on purpose but this passive thing is just...in me... 

Other traits of her personality that i envy so much would be her generosity, patience & good temper... I don't know how she could do it, to absolutely trust, to be totally tolerable with her spouse... I'm never gonna be able to do that, haha... like ever... How could you stand not knowing everything about him or the lack of checking in & still feel ok because you know you should to be supportive... Where to find a girlfriend this thoughtful right, because sure as hell i'm nothing remotely close... :$

She's so good i feel 100% worse standing next to her, haha.. Its like all my flaws are exposed... & she makes me realize that i have many to be improved...I'll try ok, to overcome my obstacles, to be more passionate, to be better...

& I've watched the mockingjay part 2... It was so good i want to watch again... Haha, at the end i was like :" Huh..so President Coin really did put the parachute boom? I thought it was President Snow tricking Katniss in believing that...".. At least that's what i thought when i read the book,haha.. Sorry i misunderstood... :$

Now i'm reading this series called Waterfire Saga, its like Percy Jackson version of mermaid, haha... Just finished the second book & am gonna get the third book these few days...

One last thing to mention, I've cut my hair short to a lob & i thought i would regret it.. On the contrary, i like it a lot & am thinking to maintain this hair length for quite some time...Its very hard to maintain, correct, but i don't mind since i spend 5-6 days at work per week i'll only need to style it when i go out,haha...




Ok...enough with the blabbing, byebye... :)