Cecilia's secretland

Cecilia's secretland

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

♥~My Lovely 20th Birthday~♥


Yeah...Happy 20th birthday to me!!! Give me few seconds to think a proper way to start this post off...........

Erm...........ok...There it is.... :D

For this year, i never expected anything for my birthday that i didn't even realize it was already around the corner...


15th September, Sunday

ChangJie came back from Switzerland for a month & he asked me whether or not i was interested in photoshooting as he wanted to gain more experiences...

I hadn't seen him after graduating from high school & of course i was more than willing to do this favor for my friend... :)

The weather was warm & the sun was scorching...I had him as company & he literally just followed us from here to there, carried my thing...

Was delighted he's there with me but at the same time my heart ached that he chose to suffer the weather with me when he could actually sleep comfortably on his bed... :(



He couldn't even fully open his eyes.... :$

He kept telling me i looked better without makeup & everybody told me the same thing when they saw the pictures..."It'll be more perfect if you didn't wear any makeup..."

I was like :"Why is it so not fair ? How come everyone looks prettier with makeup on & i look uglier..." :')



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Sleeping soundly after getting back from photoshooting...Love this picture just because it shows the most nature side of us & it looks sweet.... :$ 


16th September, Monday, My birthday eve

Mummy brought us whole family to Ipoh for breakfast & also visited this animal adoption program, of course shopping was inevitable,haha...

For this animal adoption, there's a flee market holding & we saw a lot of stray dogs & cats waiting to get adopted by the right master...

Seeing those little creatures just saddened me & i wished i could somehow let them feel there's still love around,haha...Sympathy overflew.... :$

Went to a park for some walking before heading to shopping center...

Mummy wanted to try this stone path & walking on it was way more painful than i thought...

AhDi made it seemed as easy as breathing, guess he's the healthiest among us... :$

As for me, i was the last one who made it to the end & it really was killing me...


Mummy saw me struggled through the way & she quickly took out her phone :" Look at your sister, her face is so distorted i must capture it..." Then i quickly composed my expression, put on a cool & calm face,haha...

When we were in the car on the way to shopping center, mummy mentioned something about hard to find parking as that day was holiday...It only struck me that it was M'sia day which was the day before my birthday...

At night around 11 something, my phone suddenly beeped when i was watching One Million Star...

It was Ykang, he sent me a voice message through wechat & i knew he was about to say happy birthday to me,haha.... :p

We chatted a little & what surprised me was that he actually posted a present to me days before...

"Aiyorr...your birthday arh...really troublesome enough...Just a day after M'sia day...Nobody work on M'sia day one...Worry that you may receive it too early if i post it before i going to travel, if i post it after coming back then it'll be too late..."

Haha....i couldn't stop laughing listening to what he said...& it touched me that he actually remembered, let alone that he even picked me a present & posted it to me...

Its an honor to have him as friend... :)

Also...Kyle drew a sketch of me to wish my happy birthday...Its so heart-warming... :)


17th September, My big big big day...

My dear had exam on my birthday & even the next day...He asked me to go over to his hostel to wake him up in the morning & it was contented enough to be able to just see him...

He asked me whether i wanted my birthday present with an evil grin & it felt like a setup for me....

"Its hidden somewhere in this room...You're gonna have to find it out by yourself...If you failed then no present for you..." See...told you.... =_=

& when i finally found it, my 1st response was :" What's wrong with you!!! " then threw a pillow to him,haha...

Wonder why would i overreact.....Look for yourself...


He was even too lazy to wrap it nicely!!!! 

"I wanted to buy wrapping paper one, study until too late all the shops already closed...Then i wrapped it only at this morning at 5am...hehe..." with a guilty smile...

"Then at least wrap it nicely with a plain A4 paper!!!! " shouted at him with a helpless face...

"I purposely find the paper with my writing on it one..See..So special..My 1st time ever wrapping a gift wor..."



Haha...deep down inside i was very happy that he got me a gift, just that i couldn't believe he was capable of doing something like this to it... :$

It was an instax mini 8 & i loved it so so so so so so much!!!!! 

Had been wanting to get myself one & now i finally have it !!!!!

"Awww.....thank you...." gave him a big big hug....

"Love me or not ?"

"Love!!!! Love you much much until overflow...."

Haha...such a big difference before & after unwrapping the present.... :$ 

He went for exam at 2pm & i stayed in his room alone, lying on his bed reading book...

Just staying in his room, sniffing his blanket made me feel "hung fuk" even though without his presence...For me, its always more than enough as long as there's something belongs to him with me... 

Went home at 5 something to get ready for the celebration later with my darlings...

They reached my house at almost 7pm & they covered my eyes with a pink cloth,haha...

I knew it was coming the instant i saw the pink cloth !!!!!!!!

Then i was like :" Aiyorr..what for...you can cover my eyes after i get into the carcar, now i cannot see the road at all larr..."

Winqi was driving, LiChing & Sherryn were in the car with me...That's all i knew,haha...

Winqi dropped us off at her house then we were waiting for Winnie to come...



Haha...yup... It was me indeed...I knew i was standing outside of Winqi's house because i heard her mum talking,haha...But i had no idea there's so many things around me...

What's more funny was I could tell Winqi Chai was taking pictures of me because she didn't even bother to silent her phone,haha...

Then i totally got lost where we were heading after getting into Winnie's car...

All that i knew was they led me into an empty house (because i could hear the echo when we talked,haha...) then had me sit down on a chair...


"Don't tell me its Dennis's new house...Winnie you drive for a long way just to bring me to his house arh ?" because his house was just behind of Winqi's...


Kept assuming what they were planning by just listening to what they were doing,haha...


Heard them washing alot of things then :" Huh...i know already!!!! Steamboat isnt't it,haha..."


After that, i can only hear LiChing & Sherryn talking to each other...Winqi Chai is the most chirpy person that i've ever encountered, thats no way she wasn't talking at all,haha...


So i was like :" Haha...i know already!!! Winqi & Winnie went out to fetch someone is it...See...i know..."


After having my eyes covered for an hour, heard there's a carcar parking in, then again the pretend-to-be-smart me said :" I heard Dennis's car parking in...Nah..Told you guys...Steamboat at his new house isnt it..."


They didn't even bother to answer me as i was too noisy plus annoying... :$


They were then switching off all the lights & i :" Now wanna bring out the cake right ? haha..."

They sang me a birthday song & i could tell there's only my darling's voices...They wouldn't take off the pink cloth until i made my birthday wish & blew all the candles...


The 1st thing came into my sight after an hour of darkness was my favorite person in the world...


It was utterly unexpected...I didn't know or expect he would be coming at all for many reasons...


1st...he had exam the day after which was today...


2nd...he was sick...


3rd...he asked me where when what who how about the celebration with my darlings like he totally had no idea about it...


4th...based on the conversation of darlings & me in the car...


"Did he celebrate with you ? Is he going to celebrate with you later ? "


"No...I just went over to his place & spent the morning accompanying him studied...He had exam this afternoon..."


"Haha...so pity, then you should now wear his shirt now to feel his presence mah..."


"Haha...wearing already...."


A very unexpected but very plesant surprise from them...  :)


Here's the video...




By the way, we weren't at Dennis's house,haha...It was Winnie's uncle's house...So much for my theory... :$

I had one thing correct though, which it really was steamboat they were planning,haha...


Pictures time....Took pictures with my phone & also with the instax mini 8 to preserve the precious moment... :)



I was wondering why its written as "Cecilia" because darlings never call me like that...

Winnie pointed to him & he pointed to Winqi,haha...It was obvious whose idea it was... :$

Haha...i look tall... :$ Just so you know, the tallest among us is Sherryn & i come the 2nd...





Oh my god i looked super chubby!!!! :$

We then quickly stuffed all the foods to him as we had to send him back as early as possible as he had to study for exam...Thanks so much for sparing time for me...I know i'm always being pampered too much by him.... <3 <3 <3

It was the 1st time they met him in person, except for Winqi... & it meant a huge lot to me...


Also..he eventually witnessed how noisy & crazy we could get when we 5 girls were all together... :$


It's all i ever wanted for my birthday...My darlings & my dear all together with me...


I always light up with the biggest smile when they are around...

No matter how things get worse, how tough it is for me, simply their presences sooth me & make me feel better...They are kind of a magic to me as they simply have the ability to make things seem not so bad...


Thank you for my darlings for all the efforts that they'd put in to make my birthday a memorable one...They are the one who make my problem their problem & they go through it together with me just so i won't have to suffer the pain & tears alone...


I'm above & beyond grateful & blessed to have the love you all shower on me all this time...


Thanks for all the wishes no matter it was through facebook or wechat or sms or call or in person... <3 <3 <3





Birthday presents from darlings, him & Ykang... :)

Also...thanks for SayKet & Desmond's early birthday present to me which were Tshop t-shirt & also Abbey Dawn's...Both of you see...i still remember alright.. :p













Thursday, September 12, 2013

♥~Ceci's Monthly Story~♥

Oppsss…again…a post per month…Bytheway, my sem break just started !!!! Guess I finally have the time to finish reading all the books that I’ve bought… :)

Ok…firstly…I dyed my hair back in August, just few weeks ago…And also bleached one strand of it,haha... :$

I’ve been wanting to have a pink highlight but I was too afraid of the damage that would have done to my hair…

Finally there was this day…We just finished our lab & Yijun came to me, asked me whether or not I wanted to go to saloon with her for hair dye …

I was like : “Aww…I wanna dye my hair too, I want pink colour it’s too tempting!!!! Ok…I go with you but I’m not sure whether I will dye mine …”

In the end…YiJun, PuiMun & I all did something to our hair, haha…

YiJun went for green colour & she was very worried about the outcome…

It turned out very pretty...Its almost like turquoise…The kind of hair colour you can only find in anime cartoon character…

What’s more nice about it was it actually didn’t need any bleaching… :o

PuiMun did rebonding & as for me…I had no idea where came the adrenaline rush made me to bleach my hair,haha…Alright, just one strand… :$

All that I could think of was: I don’t care, I just want to have pink hair even though its just 1 strand!!!


Tada…during the process…Me on the left, PuiMun on the right & YiJun at the bottom...


The outcome which I love so much... :$

August wasn't really a good month for me...Things happened & sadness filled inside me to a point of bursting...

I cried myself to sleep almost every night & i still remember how i cried in his embrace, told him everything that saddened me & how he wouldn't willing to let me go until there's no tears left on my face...

"You faster go brush teeth...Its late already...Still have to go for lunch..." pushed him away & tried to put on a smile...

He said nothing & pulled me back to his hug with a frown...

"Go brush teeth....I'm ok now..." pushed him away again...

"No...Not until you really stop crying..." pulled me back again...

Felt warmness all over the atmosphere...Don't know if i'll be able to pull it through without him... :')

What can i say about it...I know this world will never be as pretty as you picture it to be but somehow i just can't convince myself to accept this ugly truth...

I believe in fairytales i even desire living a fairytale life...The moment i lost the thing that i thought i'll have it forever when it's at its prettiest & most glorious, it just crushed me...

I missed the time when it used to be like that, when i used to think i have the best gang ever...

It has already fallen apart...I was simply too naive to think there's actually a dim glimmer of possibility that everything will go back to where it started, like nothing ever happened...

Until now...I'm still trying to adapt, trying not to have hope, trying not to care so much...

Ok...Enough with the gloominess... :$


6th of September, Wednesday, my lunar birthday...

I'd already post it to my facebook but i'm still gonna share it out here with the exact same sentence,haha...Just because i'm lazy to come out with a new version to describe it... :$

It was at night, came out from my room, walked down the stairs to watch triumph in the skies II for 2 episodes continuously playing on Astro on demand….

Just when I turned the corner, mummy & younger brother suddenly appeared in front of me with a cake shouted:” Surprise!!!” it made me jumped… 

”Your time sure will be all given to your friends on your exact birthday so we’ll have your lunar one occupy”, said mummy… It was totally unexpected & I feel so loved…

Appreciate their intention of celebrating it with me…I have a lovely family & i know it... :$

Here comes the picture....



Speaking of which, i'm so hooked on Triumph in The Skies II...Oh my god, the best drama in a very long time!!!

Even though i love Chilam, his role in the drama isn't my favourite...Sam is!!!

Sam & Holiday are so cute together...Some of their sweet scenes even reminded me of us when we used to do the same thing as them...

There's this scene where Holiday jumped onto Sam's back & i thought of how i always jump onto his back to get a free piggy back ride down & up the stairs when we go out & come home from lunch... :$

Now that Triumph in The Skies II has came to the end, i no longer have anything to look forward to every night...Too bad... :'(

Ok...move on to the next topic...Ended my exam on 9th of September which was Monday...

We girls decided to have a girls karaoke day on the next day which was Tuesday...

I was very anticipating for it as it felt like forever since i last went for karaoke!!!! 

We first had lunch together then its finally time to sing around 12 something pm...















Yeah...We're happy girls.... :)

Sang my current hit song, heart attack for twice & it was still not satisfying enough,haha...

When PuiMun & i were singing the song 爱你没差, suddenly it ran out of electricity... ==

Such a buzz kill right... :(

Everyone was coming out from the room to see what was going on & that's when we bumped into our seniors,haha...Coincidence!!!!

They bought along their drinks & came to our room to chat while we all were waiting for the electricity to come back ,haha...


3 pretty seniors above & 3 goofy juniors below.... :$

When YiJun was out to ask some info from the staff, PuiMun & I came out with an idea to prank her,haha...

We saw she set her korean idol's as her ipad's screenlock picture so we decided to take a funny photo & replaced it,haha....



Haha...it did scare the hell out of YiJun, PuiMun & i were all so smug...haha...

Had a very fun time with my girls & next post will be talking about how i spend this sem break happily...Hopefully..... :$

Ok...End this post with one last picture of me.... :$



Braided my pink hair...Love.... <3