♥~Cecilly's 23rd Birthday 17/9/16~♥

Officially 23... Nothing to celebrate being 23 years old actually, haha... just an indication that i'm getting older and my youth is slipping away already...

few weeks ago, i was worried about being unemployed, went to a few interviews but either i hadn't got updates from them or they offered me sales position which i don't think i'm very much a sales person so i rejected...

Then this day out of nowhere, my dream company called me for interview i was like freaking nervous because Jobstreet showed there were 1000 applicants i didn't know what i could possibly perform to stand out... What was worse was that i thought i did bad during the interview *sobs sobs*

Ok...So one week after, another opportunity came and the boss actually offered me the job when the interview ended, i was like "oh gosh what to do, i'm still waiting reply from my dream company but i like this company too..." I verbally accepted the offer & was supposed to start working on 22/9/16 (yeap it was few days ago)... On my way home, i received a call from my dream company & guess what, i was being accepted!!!  Was like WWWHHHHAATTT & HHHHOOOOWWWW...

Asked for opinions from my family & they suggested me to go for the small company instead of my dream one... After a night of consideration, i decided to listen to them... Sent an email to HR & they called me back within 5 minutes & told me they really wished me to work for them & asked would i consider if they raised my salary, OH MY GOD!!! Haha... Guess what, i rejected anyway... Don't ask me why, i don't know as well...

So... Fluffy went home with me, was gonna stay a few days before i packed my things to KL for work...

Look how adorable my little Jacob is... Snuggling so comfortably in my embrace...

Miss Jacob so much... It grows up so fast, this day it still couldn't even walk properly the next day it could jump & run around the house already... Also, its size is just getting bigger & bigger each passing day... I feel like I'm missing out on its growing up process... Still remember how i took care of Jacob the first day since it was born, from being dangerously vulnerable to healthily growing up, shit i can feel my tears coming... Am gonna go home next weekend, Jacob please don't forget me just yet... :'(

Besides, had an one day trip to Cameron Highland with my lovely family... It was an impromptu decision i guess mommy wanted to create a good memory for the family before i live outside of home... Oh my tears... :S

15/9/16  Thursday

Had a short meetup with my bestie Winqi & LiChing... They said it was a small celebration for me & Winqi bought me cake too, even though it was a little out of shape after a few bumping in the car, haha...

Now that we're all grown up, we don't have much chance to all sit down around a table & talk like we were still in secondary school anymore... We no longer share the same life like we used to, we no longer live our lives seeing each other everyday like we used to... Its ok that we don't see or talk very often, because we know no matter how much difference our lives or our minds have been, deep down there's always a place for each other which cannot ever be replaced... I always say that to have them in my life is one of the luckiest thing that could ever happen to me, undoubtedly true... 

Tada... Wefie before saying goodbye...


16/9/16 Friday

Time to go back to KL... Mommy was so thoughtful she helped me to wash the car, topped up the touch & go, filled the petrol, then nagged me all day reminded me do not left things behind because i was blur blur like that...

Was so sentimental all of a sudden i felt like crying again, haha... Before i went on a crying jag i stopped my mom like: "Mommy, i'm gonna come home every few weeks, don't say like we're not gonna see each other again alright.." She gave me a face before waving goodbye, haha...

Around evening, Fluffy brought me to this Light Sensation event to be surrounded by 30 thousands LED white roses for my birthday eve... I knew this event has gotten very much attention recently, but I never thought the crowds could be that insane... We purposely went there earlier to avoid the mess but still... The traffic was beyond my imagination, couldn't even afford the time wasted just to get parking inside the park, so we U-turned and chose to park at the roadside & we would walk... It was a very long walking distance but definitely took lesser time compared to driving, can you imagine the traffic?

Ok... Despite the crowds & the heat, it was fairly romantic...

Fluffy wanted to bring me to a fancy dinner but we were both very sweaty already so i would prefer take away Domino & had a movie night at home... 


17/9/16 Saturday My Big Day

Haha...Spent this significant day shopping all day... First, we went for this famous pork noodles in SS15 for brunch... It was my favorite food when i was in Taylors, nom nom nom... Have been nagging Fluffy to bring me there & finally got my wish granted on my birthday, haha... Satisfied...

Had the rest of the noon spent in Sunway Pyramid, so many clothes wanted to buy but i had no more pocket money from mommy already, officially fend for myself right now, needed to have a bit of self control, haha... 

Was gonna buy a pair of sneakers for myself as a present, unfortunately they didn't have my size already, uurrgghhhh.... You know sometimes i hate myself to have such small feet as i could never find my size of shoes... I'm 163cm tall with feet of size UK 3.5, maybe i fall down so easily is because the area of the base is too small while the body is too tall, hahaha... Like i know much about physics... Fluffy was so happy because i had one less chance to spend my money, haha...   

After Pyramid, headed to Pavilion for dinner, to have my another favorite noodles, Ippudo... Received my birthday gift from Fluffy that night, it was a Pandora princess charm... My favorite princess goes to Rapunzel, but every Disney quiz says I'm Belle, haha... I'm very much convinced that I'm Belle ok, can't wait for Emma Watson's version of Beauty & the Beast!!! 

Back to topic, in the end i chose the Belle one, a yellow princess dress charm, the 4th charm from him... Birthday ended like this, simple yet loving...


18/9/16 Sunday

It was Rebecca's birthday... Rebecca was Fluffy's friend's girlfriend & we became friends too, haha... Such a coincidence that our birthday was just 1 day away... Were gonna celebrate with her at Pyramid too, another coincidence... Ice skated for the first time in my life... 

It was a triple date to be exact, Fluffy with 2 of his best friends & also partners in work, then all the girlfriends became buddies as well... Another funny thing is that other than Rebecca, the other girlfriend actually shared the same name as me, Ceci... Most funny was that the reason behind our names was the same, haha... So we are all related in some ways, birthdays or names...

Had a bad hunch about my first time ice skating as i fall down too easily even when i walk, let alone ice skate... Just as i expected, i was the slowest to learn how to skate among all, haha... I think people were pointing at me laughing like: "Half an hour already, that girl was still leaning to the wall not moving an inch..." 

A kid even came over & offered me a guided lesson in skating, haha... She would tell me to let go & join her in the field & i was like: " No no no..not just yet...its bad..." Got along with her quite well, & when i asked her did she skate very often she answered me :" Ohh. i just learned it today..." Let me dig a hole & jump in it please, haha.. So embarrassing...

My friends were all skating around & when they passed by me they would be like: " Cecilia you alright?" In the end i found out the problem already, not that I was clumsy & stupid, its because my boots were too big for me, haha... Not excuse alright, boots play an important role in ice skating, they said the boots must be tight & fit enough, haha...

Didn't know how long it took for me to move around without holding onto something, haha... & I finally could finish a whole round holding Rebecca's & Ceci's hands... I could skate by myself as well, haha, with speed slow like turtle.. & out of my expectation, i never fell down that day, haha... Big achievement right...

Left side was Ceci & to my right was Rebecca...

It was a very fun yet terrifying experience, haha... Will absolutely try again but not too soon as its really exhausting & my feet were hurting so bad...

Group picture during dinner... Celebrated for Rebecca & i got the honor to blow candles plus made birthday wishes one more time... :)

I like this picture because we didn't smile for the camera, it was the most genuine expression even though its not pretty, haha...


22/9/16 Thursday

My first day of work... & this post is getting very lengthy i'll tell the story in the next entry, haha.... Stay tuned & byebye.... :)

♥~Traumatic Experience with Puppies(Must Read)~♥

Hello... First, I sincerely wish you read this because i hope to raise your awareness, in case you did the same mistake as i did...

Well... I'm writing this on the train, because I couldn't sleep & I figured this post is gonna be very long-winded, why not get some parts done while I have nothing to do right...

Am on my way to KL for job interview, just in case you wonder, haha... Ok let's get this started..

Actually I've been struggling whether or not to write this down because it brings up so many sad memories, and I've been thinking whether to use English or Chinese as this post is really important and serious for me... But now i guess you know both the answers...


12/8/16 Friday

As usual, mommy drove Bb to Ipoh for his English tuition while grandpa & I were gonna stay home for the night...

After dinner, I went for my bath & I heard kittens meowing... Was wondering where did the voices come from, but since there's always a few stray cats in neighbourhood, I didn't give much thought... It was around 7.30pm...

Was in my bedroom playing this singing app 欢歌 until mommy shouted :" Voonnie! Do you know Lexie gave birth already?" It was 11pm when mommy & Bb got home...

Rushed downstairs & helped... We knew Lexie was pregnant, but never thought the babies came so fast, was expecting at least one more week until she gave birth... Some of the puppies dropped into the drain & we had to use torch light to spot them then save them one by one...

Lexie was all panicked like she didn't know what to do... I was devastated, the kittens voices I heard earlier were actually the crying from these newborn puppies... Why didn't I bother???? They were crying for help for like 4 hours???? I blamed myself so so much for that, i still do...

There were total 8 puppies, 1 died, 7 left... I used hair dryer to blow them dry & we thought the puppies must be hungry, so we fed them HL milk as that's all we got...

I didn't understand why Lexie never barked or yelped before, while & after she gave birth... It could have alarmed us & we could have found out earlier & taken better care of them...

Was too naive to think those 7 puppies could all grow up together...

The next day, we went through a lot of hustles taking care of those puppies & the mother... Lexie was very protective over her children, she didn't react well when we touched them... Another thing was that she didn't know how to breastfeed them, can I use the word breastfeed because I don't think those were her breasts, ok forget about it... We tried to teach her to lie down, to let the puppies approach her nipples, but those puppies didn't seem to know how to suck as well...

Was trying to google newborns puppies care 101 but mommy told me not to disturb them, she said Lexie would do her job, it's in her nature... I was convinced & went for a nap...

"Jiejie, one of the puppy seems like wanna die already!" was what woke me up... Jumped out of bed & ran downstairs... Saw a puppy lying dead on the concrete floor... 6 left...

"The others don't look very good too... They are not moving..." "This one just vomited blood..." My mind went blank... The only decision that I could make was to take them all to the vet...

By the time we got to the animal clinic, I didn't know what to expect, I couldn't even take a look at the puppies... Another 2 died... 4 left...

The vet gave us reason that it could be the mother accidentally stepped on the puppies and caused internal injuries in the puppies, that would explain the blood vomiting... I couldn't care what others thought of me anymore & cried on the spot... Costed me this much to take a nap... The vet also mentioned that the others were very weak as well & asked us to go buy milk replacement, feed them every 2 hours, & to expect no sleeping at night anymore... Either you saved them all or watched them died one by one...

Did as the vet said... We separated the puppies from their mother for the night, I knew it was best to keep them together but there's no choice... Lexie was only 2 years old, she still behaved like a baby she didn't even know how to be a mother, she stepped on her poops all the time how could we never considered the possibility that she would unintentionally step on her children...

The 4 puppies left all had red noses & I googled to know that they were cold... Put them all in a box covered with unused clothes & towels... Saw they pooped quite a lot but the thing was they never had much milk to drink... Googled & found out they couldn't be fed human milk else it'll cause diarrhea... Crap, HL milk was another mistake...

I wanted to keep them alive, i was determined to do so... Did a lot of googling & slept in the living room for the night... Woke up every 2 hours to feed them milk through a syringe, checked on them from time to time to make sure they were warm enough.... In fact, I couldn't sleep at all... The puppies crying, Lexie barking, it made me so uneasy... I was a total ruin... Witnessed the puppies crying & suffering, knowing Lexie was all antsy & worried that her puppies were gone but she was trapped inside a cage & couldn't do anything about it, my heart broke...

2 of the puppies weren't drinking milk anymore, I tried to pick them up & feed them but they didn't seem to be drinking... What was worse was that I saw blood coming out of one of the puppy's mouth again... I saw it crying in pain, I was crying too... I caressed his head (it was a male) & told him it's ok, until the crying got softer & stopped... Another one died too... My heart stopped too, I couldn't find a word to describe my feeling back then, I was broken down, I was helpless, I was suffocating, I was traumatized, I was blaming myself so so hard... 

Why couldn't I be more prepared, why didn't I google how to take care of them earlier.. I could have save them, instead, I just gave 6 lives away...

Another 2 were better, they didn't need syringe feeding anymore, they learnt to drink from milk bottle... One of them was exceptionally active, it liked to hold the bottle with his little front legs while it was drinking...

The next day, we put them back together with Lexie & we took turn to watch them... To make sure Lexie wouldn't be stupid enough to step on them, to make sure the remaining puppies were still breathing...

Couldn't imagine how Lexie must feel... It took only 24 hours to lost 6 of her children... I apologized to her, to all the dead puppies... The remaining two were getting stronger, they knew how to find Lexie's nipples for milk, & they knew how to drink from it.. Lexie was taught how to feed them too...

But... We realized one was way more active than the other one... Was worrying if the other one could make it... Before we went to bed, we saw the less active puppy was lying still on the floor, i couldn't sleep at all, instead, I came downstairs & sat in the kitchen, peeking through the window to ensure everything's ok...

About half an hour passed, I saw Lexie kept licking the inactive one, I guessed I knew what happened, or about to happen... Already prepared for the worst but what came next was beyond what I thought... Started to hear some cracking sounds, which didn't sound like Lexie was licking, I peeked through the the window, what came into my sight didn't seem like he was licking as well, it seemed like Lexie was eating... I was startled, tuned off the light & ran back to my bedroom...

I hoped I was wrong & I googled if that's possible for female dog to eat their own dead puppy... Turned out it was uncommon but definitely possible... The reason was if the breed has wild nature in it, it ate its dead child to prevent other predator from coming & to provide itself more nutrient to ensure it could take care the best of the living puppy... Had a nightmare that night...

Hoped I thought wrong, hoped miracle happened which the puppy somehow got stronger again...

When I woke up the next day, I actually thought everything was ok for a second, since mommy didn't come wake me up or deliver bad news... I went to her, she said one of them was missing, probably dead & eaten by Lexie... My tears burst out before the words registered... & I told mommy what I saw the night before...

I couldn't face Lexie, I couldn't accept what she has done... I knew animal are bound to be some way different from human but I just couldn't... Didn't even dare to click on any video that people shared on Facebook because all I could think of would be those puppies were so alive & healthy while mine were all dead... Why my friend didn't really take care of those newborns, yet 5 out of 6 grew up healthy... Why I did so much, yet 7 of out 8 puppies were dead...

Everyone who knows me knows I love dogs... I witnessed they suffered, witnessed how blood were coming out form their mouth, how they were crying in pain, how they breathed their last breath, how the mother ate her own puppy... Those were all I could think of when I thought about dogs.. I was afraid... It felt like my heart was stabbed a thousand times... 

It took me around 2 days to overcome the fear... I wanted to take care of the only one puppy left, I wanted to make certain that it was ok... I saw how mommy & Bb were tired taking turn to watch them, I wanted to help... Even though everytime i looked at Lexie's mouth, the scene of  that horrible night popped out, I told myself i mustn't be a coward, it was all for the puppy...

Days went by, everything seemed to be back to normal, puppy was getting stable, Lexie was getting more mother like, we didn't need to watch them all the time already... It was time to name the puppy...

I named him Jacob after the werewolf in Twilight Saga... Because its gonna grow up looking like a wolf due to its breed, it has dark brown and black fur & because i love Twilight, haha...

(p/s: this is my just wake-up-haven't-bath-haven't-brush-teeth face... :$ )

There... Resemblance? haha...

Jacob grows up so fast.. I was there when its eyes opened for the first time, i was there when it learned how to walk... It was fabulous... Could tell its size getting bigger day by day... I love Jacob so much... I somehow don't wish to leave home for work so soon because i wanna be there when Jacob grows up, I don't want to miss any of its growing up process...

Now I'm in KL and i miss Jacob too much... When i get to be with Fluffy, Jacob wouldn't be with me, when i get to see Jacob everyday, i wouldn't be able to see Fluffy... I came up with a quote myself, haha... When i'm not missing Fluffy, i'll be missing Jacob; when i'm not missing Jacob, i'll be missing Fluffy...

A guy & a male puppy own all my heart, funny isn't it... My birthday is coming soon, usually i'll have 2 birthday wishes given to my family & Fluffy, the last wish will be for myself... Now i already planned that i'll have my last wish given to Jacob as i love it that much...

I'm mentally better now but more fragile at the same time as i couldn't afford the pain if anything bad happened to Jacob.. There was a night when i went to the kitchen for supper & i heard Jacob barking from the drain, i was shocked & asked Bb for help... Even though Jacob was alright & it was just being naughty, I couldn't shake pass the awful memories... Wanted to check on Jacob in the middle of night but i was afraid, it was like i was suffering from psychological trauma because the last time i checked on the puppy in the midnight, i watched it got eaten by its mom...

Wow...long post isn't it... The devastating memories will be craved deep in my heart forever, as a reminder to myself... Never treat lives casually, human's or animal's... Never do things when you couldn't afford the responsibility... I wrote it down as a cautionary tale to whom may be reading as well, to avoid tragic like this happens...

Oh yup, I definitely am not still on the train by this point, haha... I stopped when i talked about how i got rid of my fear, the topic was too heavy i needed to let my mind rest... & now i'm typing using Fluffy's laptop...

Thanks for taking your precious time to read until the end, i promise next post will be a happier one... :)

♥~希希利亚's地表最强演唱会+大学毕业典礼~♥

Hello...久违的华语日记..写中文因为中文是最酷的,hahahaha... If you get what i mean... 不过不是写作文那种水准的文笔, that's not for diary, so...将就一下我很生活化的写法... :$

在我开始长篇大论前, 先送上一张自恋的自拍照...


6/8/16, 星期六

万众期待的周杰伦地表最强大马演唱会终于来了!!! 殊不知我等了这天好久好久...

很期待地起床, 打扮美美后, 到我最爱的breakfast place, Levain, to fix my craving for spaghetti and my favorite mix berries danish...最近好爱吃意大利面, 好像怎么吃都还想要...

大概下午2点, Fluffy和我就到达Merdeka广场了... 我们的票是free seating, 不那么早到的话就注定坐到远远去看荧幕上的Jay Chou了...

排队等进场大概排了有4-5小时, 全部挤着进场的时候, 大家都疯了, 身体贴身体的, 呼吸真的会困难... for a second i thought i was gonna faint, not joking... 突然很想念Bukit Jalil where every seat is numbered so everybody can arrive only after 6pm...

排队了那么久, 辛苦了那么久, 总算值得了,  因为我们成功抢到还不错的位子... 望着下面numbered seating de VIP seats全部空空的, 然后看着全部8点才姗姗来迟的杰伦迷, 心里好不平衡,haha... :$

大概8点半吧, 演唱会就正式开始了... 这是我出生23年来喊得最尽情最放肆的一晚...

因为天生拥有非一般高音+刺耳的小孩子声音, 不管是前2次的杰伦演唱会或者是坐过山车, 我都不敢放声尖叫... 这一次或许是太期待了, 阔出去了... :$

Fluffy说我每喊一次, 他耳膜感觉好像被穿破了一次, haha...

这一次的演唱会跟前2次都不太一样, 2014年的他唱好多旧歌, 那些都是陪伴我们长大的歌词和旋律, 熟悉的共鸣弄得我毛管几乎全场都是站立的...

这一次的话, 他唱好多好多新歌, 我一直在等鸡皮疙瘩, 可是比上一次少了很多, haha... 不过这是so far我去过他和歌迷交流最多的一次演唱会...

平时上网scroll facebook, 看见谁谁谁在哪个国家旅行着, 谁谁谁在哪里吃着我最爱的食物. 我都会好羡慕... 可是那个晚上, 我再也没有羡慕任何人, 因为我觉得可以去周杰伦演唱会最幸福了... 一直告诉fluffy我觉得那个晚上我最幸福了... 说好了接下来每一个周杰伦演唱会都要去...

Ok...描述完毕, I'll let the pictures do the talking, actually i didn't take much pictures or videos because i was too focused enjoying myself... As for the video, i already did a compilation and uploaded to facebook and instagram which is the following link...

https://www.facebook.com/cecilia.voon/videos/1083388981745593/

21/8/16, 星期日

我参加了好多人的毕业典礼, 这次终于轮到我自己了... WooHoo!!!

其实我没有主动邀请朋友来我的毕业典礼, 因为我多数的朋友都不在kampar, 如果我开口invite,会很麻烦他们, 而且他们没法出席的话, 我也不想他们很难为情拒绝我...

可是fluffy说:"人家明明就很想去, 然后等你邀请, 你就大牌不要问..." haha...完全不是那样的好吗...

早上6点钟就起床准备了... 穿了一双不合脚的高跟鞋, 好怕会跌倒, because i tried it once, 跌倒膝盖都伤了...

妈咪,Bb and fluffy很荣幸的可以成为进礼堂观礼的唯一3个嘉宾,haha... 公公没有去因为要等很久, 而且他听不懂英文, 等仪式完了之后, fluffy再回家载他来拍美美的全家福毕业照...

其中令我很兴奋的是, 我的最最最要好的姐妹, 玮倩跟我同一天毕业呢!!! 看着她上台拿scroll, 心里也替她好高兴!!!



正在等待ceremony的coursemate们...

Tada...当年那个金长发的我...这是玮倩帮我拍的...haha,她坐好前面, 所以角度变这样了... :$

Time for pictures again... :)

还记得我post上facebook那张穿着毕业袍, 看起来很酷的照片吗...其实背后的辛酸是这样的...

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NG版.... 看我的样子超级好笑的... 美美的照片背后残酷的真相,haha....

首先呢....一定先放和家人的合照...

最爱我的人, 也是我最爱的你们... 我最敬爱的公公, 最有威严的妈咪和我有时蛮讨人厌可是最令我担心的小弟Bb... 可惜的是少了Ahdi, 不过他在美国过得那么开心, 我也没什么想念他, haha....

Tada...我的大学死党们!!! 谢谢你们来, 还带小礼物!!! 我告诉她们我好怕我上台时会跌倒, 她们回我说:" 我们在外面看着你上台, 也在祈祷保佑你不要跌倒..." haha, 知我者莫若你们了啦...么么哒...

超级好朋友之间的全家福...喜欢这张, 很有爱... <3 <3 <3

和我的恩师兼我最爱的教授, Dr Neo...谢谢您的指导还有不厌其烦地帮助我... 您最棒棒哒!!!

我们的小学兼中学的同乡死党...认识你们最久了, 我们都是看着对方长大的好朋友, 见证着我最多糗事的也是你们了, haha.... 谢谢你们来我和倩的毕业典礼... :)

我的coursemate们... 你们的毕业典礼记得邀请我去哦, 我们COC战场上继续一起奋斗,haha... :$

我的超级senior, Wind... 看到他还蛮惊讶的, 因为我们几乎3年没有见了, haha...兴奋!!!

Hello, SuMing...谢谢你的香蕉, 我公公看到了好开心, 他把它们吃完了, haha...希望你master一切顺利, 赶快毕业... :D

同样是master student的Boon Rui... 谢谢你在我做Final Year Project时耐心地提醒我什么该做, 什么不该做... 还有convocation前一晚很温暖的信息... 祝你master一切顺利, 赶紧毕业too.... :D

Haha... Lik Hao你也有份... 谢谢你的花, 虽然它们有点臭.... 看我笑到跟你一样, 眼睛也不见了... :$

最后还有我们伟大的lab assistant, Mr Leong... 常在lab session忙得不可开交, 还时不时需要替我们收拾烂摊子... 谢谢你的小花... :)

与coursemate们的大合照, 我的印象中照片里少了很多人... spot me... :D

对了...还有我的Fluffy...谢谢你在路边买了我人生中的第一束满天星给我, 虽然和我想象中的差有点远haha...一直以来都说不需要送超过RM50的花给我, 因为浪费钱而且花会谢... 所以你那个满天星对我来说很满足了... 我们之间不需要多说什么了吧, 你心知道就好 :p

我有漏了谁的话, 对不起哦... 手机里的照片要爆了, 已经把所有有合照的都放上来了, 应该没有漏吧... :S

谢谢你们的到来, 还有你们的小礼物...没有来可是有祝我的, 也是给你们100%的感谢...

那天的我, 收到的都是满满的祝福..  <3 <3 <3

以前总会幻想自己长大后会是什么样子的, 以后的男朋友会是什么样子的, 自己大学毕业后会做什么工作, etc...

这些画面都是从小到大一直在脑海里想象和憧憬的未来.. 直到时间慢慢地流逝, 那些曾经只是幻想的画面一一在现实生活中真实地上演了... 渐渐地, 脑袋装的不再是遐想的情景, 而是实在的回忆...

虽然我幻想自己长大后是踩着高跟鞋, 画上美妆, 长发飘逸的成熟性感女神 (hahahaha!!!!!), 但是变成了脸胖胖, 热爱球鞋, 有着吓跑人的身材, 连妆也不会画, 素着颜上街的平凡路人...

虽然我以为自己未来的男朋友是男神级的现代版高富帅Edward Cullen, 但是事实上只是个平凡爱我的男生...

虽然我幻想自己长大后变成了公主, 住在城堡里浇花和小动物玩耍, 但是事实上是到处找工作的可怜虫...

我还是很满意自己的人生, 很感恩有那么疼爱我的家人, 很庆幸有不嫌弃我笨的朋友, 很幸福有愿意宠坏我的男朋友...

一个不小心, 日记就这样从小写到大了,记载着都是我满满的心路历程... 长大后的愿望没有小时候的伟大, 没有天马行空, 只是希望生活可以美好简单...

蔡依妏, 恭喜你正式长大了... (p/s: 说这句话时有一点点心虚) :$

下一篇日记either是狗狗篇 or couples food trip篇... Bye Bye.... :)