♥~Ups & Downs~♥

Started my 2nd semester on last week & it was a very dark & unlucky week...So many ups & downs...

This post is going to contain tons of words...Too many things to write about...

1stly, there's a blood donation campaign on our 1st week of uni & i volunteered to be helper... :)

It was the least i could do as i'm not qualify to donate blood & i really wish i could have done something for people who need our helps...

Tada...It was so amazing seeing those nurses inserted the needles into the fleshes then their bloods flowed out into the bags...Awesome.... :)

& last Tuesday, had lunch with him during my break time...He walked me to my carcar when i was about to go back to campus...That was when i had my 1st car accident in my life... :')

Reversed my carcar then when i was about to change the gear to D, i saw another car was reversing too through my rearview mirror...I wanted to horn but it was already too late...

"Bang", it hit the back of my car...I didn't know what to do & was all freaked out...

That car's driver, 2 of his friends & i got down to see how damaged our cars were & i noticed a huge dent on the back of his car...When i checked mine, miraculously, nothing happened to my carcar, just an unnoticeable scratch...

He heard the crash ,walked back from a distance, hold me & comfort me...

The driver came to me & asked whether or not i needed any compensation & i was like : "its ok...just a small scratch...how about you ? " & was thinking how in the hell i could still possibly want him to pay me when his car was far more damaged compared to mine... *feeling guilty*  Both of us were kind enough that we agreed to let it pass...

He kept caressing my head & told me everything was fine & this time, he walked away only after watching i left...

Since that time, i kind of have a phobia whenever i reverse my carcar... :')

29/5/13, Last Wednesday

It was KaiShin's birthday !!! & it was the 1st time he ever went out for meal with us !!!

KaiShin went out had lunch with us wey, open champagne to celebrate lorr...Even though he just had some french fries... :$

Haha...we bought him a cake & celebrated at Mcdonald...We even put some relighting candles on it to prank him...

KaiShin i hope you don't mind i upload your picture here... :$

Glad to have you as my coursemate & i feel lucky to have you as my friend too... :D

2/6/13, Last Sunday 

The day before his birthday...His coursemates & i already had a plan...

He'll be having discussion at his couremate's place that night & i'll be at his hostel waiting for the time to pass then few of his friends who aren't involved in the discussion will go give him a surprise with me...

Was thinking how i'm able to go into his room because it'll be locked if he isn't at home & i remembered he once told me there's a way to unlock the door without using the key...

This day, he was bathing & i took the opportunity to try unlock his room's door...

The clever me straight away locked myself outside the room without bringing any tools or the key...Like totally bare hand...Hahaha....epic fail !!!!  I was like :" ohh...brilliant me!!! " :')

All that i could do was standing outside of his room, waiting for him to finish bathing which would take a very long time & opened the door for me...

& when he did, he was like :" how come you'll lock yourself outside the room ? how come my girlfriend is so stupid..." followed with laughter... ><

But still, he taught me the trick & i was all readied to sneak into his room at his birthday night... *evil grin*

Speaking of funny moments between us...Last friday when we were having dinner...

"Tomorrow you come find me ?"

"Yupyup...Why ? Gt people date you ? "

"Yup... "

"Nevermind ba then..."

"My girlfriend dated me......to watch Beautiful Creature with me..."

His "to watch beautiful creature with me" made me laughing non-stop...haha...

He sounded so helpless like he was being forced & had no right to choose... :$

& that day we watched Beautiful Creature together in his hostel...The film was nice but still...my Twilight is the best...

I don't think there's any movie can ever replace Twilight in my heart already.... :$

Alright, back to Sunday...After bathing, we went for Fast and Furious 6 & i was too scared to drive hence i asked him to take the wheel...

He stopped at a T-junction...Looked right then when we turned our heads to left, there's a girl riding bicycle just inches away then "bang"...She crashed into my carcar...

I was thinking :" WHAT THE...NOT AGAIN...." He got down & checked on that girl to see if she was ok...

The girl said she was fine, its just small case...After making sure she was able to ride her bike & she needed no compensation, we then drove away & made our way to the cinema...

This wasn't the end of the story...To be continued later in this post....

3/6/2013, Monday, His birthday

Played badminton with coursemates for the sake of assignment... :$

Posing.... :$

It was very fun though & it was definitely the moment of remembrance.... :)

Tada...The chemistry gang... :)

& yesterday after class, Pinky rode me back to Dong's hostel as i didn't drive to uni...

Standing at the back of his bike & it was so so so fun...

My 1st time going back home like this with coursemates, Pinky & PuiMun & KaiShin... :)

Oh yup..Pinky is definitely a guy in case you wonder why i wrote "his" bike ,haha....

Simply love feeling so close to my coursemates... :)

Alright alright...don't get sidetracked...Back to his birthday...

At night...he was having discussion at his coursemate's house & the plan went as i just mentioned above...

I saw the cupcakes were adorable hence ordered 1 set for his birthday.... :$

Me with the looks-nice-but-doesn't-taste-great cupcakes... :$

The picture was taken in his room after i sneaked in.. :$

Around 9 something pm, his friends came fetch me to the place where he was having discussion & i was nervous to hell.... :$

" Can you guys take the cake in ? I don't wanna do it, i'm very nervous..."

"Cannot...It must be you only meaningful...."

& here's the moment !!!! His coursemate switched off the light then it was the time we went inside...

They were singing Negaraku followed by some national songs & in the end only went back to the birthday song,haha...

I was so shy that my ears & face were literally scorching....His friends even requested me to sing birthday song & national song solo...In this case, tell me how i was supposed to get rid of the blush.... :$ 

Plus one of his coursemate just couldn't stop imitating my voice...Since sembreak we went to Genting together until now... :$

Truth or dare for the next & whatever that was that they were using to spin pointed at him for twice...

For the 1st time, when they asked him to choose, he was like :" truth and dare..." Once the words were spoken out, there was no turning back,haha....

They 1st asked him whether or not he loves me & he answered Yes in a heartbeat...

As for the dare....He had to princess-hug me & spin 5 rounds...Then he had to look me in the eyes & told me he loves me, nose to nose soememore...With so many pairs of eyes looking at us, that was totally embarrassing... :$

The 2nd time was even worse....Held my hands & sang a love song to me...

& my birthday present for him was the newest album of JayChou as i had no idea what to buy him... :$

& here's the climax... 4/6/13 Tuesday

I found out the boyfriend of that girl who got into accident with us posted a status on fb saying there was a Mercedes bumped into his girlfriend's bike & stated if the driver didn't find him within 3 days, he'll double pay back...

There was no words to describe my feeling for that...Anger,furious,worry,etc all came together...

After class, back to his hostel & asked him whether he knew about it & he kind of didn't wanna look me in my eyes...I forced him to twist in his seat to face me then only he told me the whole thing...

He already knew about it on that very day & he even went to find that fellow with his friends as company...

The moment i heard he went to them, tears of worrisome slowly slid down my cheeks & he wiped them away,gently told me the whole story...

He said that guy wasn't alone as well & they were quite arrogant, spoke and acted like gangsters...Luckily his friends & he were badass enough too it made them to change their attitudes & turned slightly polite ...

I was like :" you taekwondo black tie...go side kick them larr...what are you waiting for..." Something that i blurted out out of furious & i swear i truly didn't mean it... :$

" I receive higher education one...Use brain to solve problems de wor... "Instantly speechless... :$

That guy claimed that they spent RM130 to repair the bike & wanted him to pay all...He refused & there was some argue...It was impossible for him to pay all since it was his little girlfriend crashed into us & there was also scratches on my carcar...In the end he agreed to pay only RM80 & asked that fellow to remove the status on fb...

They did ask him to call the girl who sat in the passenger side which was me to come out & said what i had witnessed but he didn't...

I was so mad about all these...What was the guy thinking...Posted some intimidating status on fb like it was us being irresponsible, like it was us didn't want to be responsible for his little injured girlfriend...

Just so you know...Every vehicle in this country is supposed to drive or ride on the left & that girl didn't, she was riding on the right & now you blamed all these on us ?! Plus it wasn't even our fault that we looked at the right 1st because who the hell will assume there's a car or bike coming from the direction where they aren't supposed to be at ?!

What do you mean by when it comes to bike & car, its always car's fault...That means if i park my car on the roadside then there's a bike crashes into it, i'm supposed to pay you for your loss ,seriously man ?! 

Let alone whose fault it was...It was your little girl didn't want any compensation then you posted something like that on fb saying out loud that if we didn't find you,you'll double pay back, how funny ?! Like we didn't already offer to pay for every loss of your little wounded girl....

It's acceptable that you post this kind of menacing status if we didn't want to be responsible for the girl at 1st but then now its not the case... Do things & think in a more adult way perhaps ?! How can someone be so moronic... Be more educated please...

I know now everything was settled & there's no need to look into it again...Type it out just to release my resentment... :$

& I cannot believe he kept me in the dark & didn't even say a word even though it was all because he didn't want me to worry...I still called him wished him happy birthday so happily on Sunday midnight which was the time he just finished negotiating with that guy.... :')

6/6/13, Friday which was Yesterday

Had my 1st lab for this semester & i broke an apparatus... :')

The watch glass dropped onto the floor,broke into piece & caused a piercing sound...

Everyone turned their heads to me & i bowed my head looking at the broken glass...

I was waiting people to turn their heads back & acted like there's nothing happened but they didn't as if everybody was waiting to see what i was going to respond ...Embarrassing enough... :')

When i got home..i found out my body was very itchy but then i didn't really care about it until dinner time...

Mummy saw me kept scratching & asked if i was ok...That's when we found out i had rashes over my body... :(

I thought the " itchy-ness " was bearable but it wasn't...Dragged until 10 something pm only went to visit doctor...

Koo fetched me there & by the time we reached, it already became worse..The rashes spread very fast & i felt really uncomfortable... :(

Doctor asked if i wanted injection & i was like :" Sure...anything it takes to let me recover faster..."

Now it isn't as itchy as yesterday but still...it was all over my body & i had the surge to cry everytime i look at my legs, my back, my stomach..It was like i have some kind of skin diseases & it's contagious... :(

Don't know what set up these rashes but i hope it isn't caused by the chemicals as i had lab that very evening & there's many chemicals used in the experiment which we haven't encountered before...

If it really was it, i'll be doomed already because it means there'll be chances to trigger the rashes again if that certain chemical happens to be needed in the future experiments which it definitely will happen... :')

What have i done wrong to deserve such bad luck recently & he sort of had a rough week too.. :(

Even though it hasn't been a perfect week for the both of us, i don't know if he feels the same, for me, just his presence, him being there for me always makes me feel better & believe things is going to be ok again no matter how bad things have turned into...

& his mature way of handling the car crash stuff makes me feel more secure that i know i won't have to worry about anything as long as he is here with me...Like he'll shield my from everything... :$

Thanks for coming into my life & lightening it up, being so protective & caring, being a good boyfriend for me even though sometimes you make me feel like punching you in the face...  :)