♥~Cecilism~♥

Opsss...its almost the end of October...There's a few times i wanted to update my blog so much but i just didn't know what to write about...Too many things happened, both good or bad...

Be thankful that he has gone for class & i have nothing to do in his room hence here i am...Finally gonna update my blog.... :$

1stly, gonna write some about my sem break...Urrgghhh,it feels like so long ago...

Ok...I basically spent my sem break at home watching Pretty Little Liars...

So far there's totally 4 seasons & now i already proceed to the latest episode,haha...Totally hooked on it...

Before immersed myself in the drama, went to KL at the 1st few days of my sem break...Got some catch up to do... :)

For the 1st night, he promised he would watch Twilight with me then put me to sleep...Yea you didn't read it wrong, its Twilight...AGAIN... :D

He literally just sat next to me watched me sleep...Just when i started to lose conscious, i felt his lips 1st pressed on the back of my hand then my forehead...

Awww...never knew he's capable of being so gentle...Melted there for a second even though he woke me... :$ 

He brought me to this place called Lavein once before & i completely fell in love with the food plus the place...Exactly the kind of decoration & environment i love...Give him a like for knowing me so well... 

& this time we went there for brunch 2 days continuously,haha...i love their macaroons & breads especially the blueberry danish....

Also, he had taken me to Kinokuniya for some piano books...Without any further consideration, i got myself these...

Haha..wanted to buy the Glee piano scores too but these 2 already costed me RM100 ++ so Glee will have to wait for the next time... :(

Ok....now talk about the catch up with college friends...

Don't really know who's free & who's not...In the end, there's only LiWen, SayKet & me...It was contented enough though...

Haven't seen LiWen in a really really long time...Aww...i missed this girl so so so much...

Haha...she kept complaining about her getting fatter but she's still very tiny alright...

My face always looks a lot larger & chubbier next to her,haha...From last time in college until now, this never change !!!

Also, my desire of dining in BurgerLab is fulfilled....To be honest, i don't get what's so special about it except for the bread is black in colour... :$

That's all for my sem break...haha...Don't feel like fully describe it like from day 1 to day 4...Short & simple one will do...Too lazy... :$

My 3rd semester already started & my timetable was utterly a mess...Luckily i was still able to register all the subjects i intended to take in the end...Well, just that my class ends at either earliest 5pm or latest 8pm... :')

Like i said...There's a lot of good and bad things going around...

Good things usually happen with the presence of him...That explains why i love to be around him all the time...He somehow has the ability to make things around me seem not so bad...

From Monday to Friday, we see each other almost everyday even its just for lunch or a ride to uni & that's enough to make my day... :$

I can take my nap in his lap without worrying oversleep for class because he'll be there to wake me up in time patiently...I don't have to worry about not finding a parking space because if i want to, he'll drive me forth & back for class...I can be lazy to just sleep there & watch him doing things that are supposed to be done by me willingly....

Its wonderful how you can be so easy to be satisfied with even the tiny little things when it comes to the person whom you love...Whether it’s going out or just having lazy day at home watching movies and eating take away food, you cherish all these moments because that special person is the one you enjoy seeing and being around...

As for the the bad things...Feel like they were days ago but somehow they still ring inside of me...Its like they never disappeared like a poof of smoke, instead they surround you invisibly & strike you e straight to the core from time to time...

It hurts to bring them up...I never realize it is still so hard for me until i told Laylay about them as a trade for his secret,haha...

You know what...Usually he'll come up with a lot of theories & his perspective of things like he's some kind of psychologist or professor in it,haha...But this time he simply :" I also don't know how to deal with this... :( "

So now you know how serious things were...& i hate this side of mine which keeps all the things to only myself...I'm never good at expressing myself...I have my friends, my coursemates & i see them everyday...The thought of telling them what i've been through has gone through my mind for like a hundred times but somehow i just couldn't bring myself to even mention about it...

I know dodging isn't really the best way, everyone knows it...But understand it is one thing, to actually achieve it is absolutely another...Wait, i think i said that before in my picture's caption, whatever, haha...

Well...if you think what has happened to you was already bad enough, then what's there left that you can't handle right ? Look at the brighter side...Everything doesn't always go or happen as you wish they would turn out...Every piece of it brings you courage, shapes you into a better & stronger person than you were yesterday...Haha...so many positive insights right ? :$

Alright...it really did make me feel a whole lot better now,haha...

Oh yup...1 good news to share!!!! Thengjiejie already upgraded her status to become a mother !!!!!!! & i'm aunt YeeVoon already!!!!!!! Most importantly, gonggong is now a great grandfather!!!!!!!!!

How many person live their lives having a great grandchildren right ? Its definitely something awesome!!!!! 

Welcome to this world my little nephew Cyrus....Congratulations to Thengjiejie & Jiefu too... :)

Yeah...its almost about time he comes back from class....Can't believe i type then pause, type then pause again it already passed 2 hours...

So...Time to do the closure...Byebye...Wish me no more emo... :)

A picture of mine is a must, haha....I love this so much because the right profile of my face always looks slimmer than the left..Its very rare i can look that not so chubby with my left profile of face,haha...