Ok...I felt like everything just fell out of place...
Not a good starting of August for me,huh?
I knew he was coming back & now here he is...
it reminds me of a song,so close from Jon Mclaughlin...
So close yet so far...WE are so close yet so far...
I don't know why....I'd rather hurt myself than let him disappear in my life...
I want to get him off my mind...so desperately...
Maybe i did....for a week or two...
Right then i'll start wondering how's he doing,is everything ok with him...
Everytime i try to stalk him,know more about him,it'll eventually end up hurting myself....
Even though i'm pretty sure it was just a waste of time to care about people who doesn't even feel the same way about you,i still did it again & again...
I'm wondering if i'm a masochistic =_=
Yesterday....couldn't help but cried like a baby after seeing things that i shouldn't have seen...
I knew i sounded like an idiot,stalking him knowing it'll suffocate me...OK,i'm an idiot =_=
Feel like watching lots of romance movies...i don't know why...
Maybe its because i wanna let myself indulge in the story so much till my brain couldn't squeeze out a place for him...
Another nice romance movie other than twilight to introduce,haha~
The Notebook....
Haha,i know i'm very outdated...this film was already out back in 2004...
Heard about it many times already but not really interested in it that time...
As usual,i don't wanna know about the storyline at all before watching...
When the movie starts,it'll usually list out the names of the casts at the bottom of the screen...
I was like,WOW when i saw the names Ryan Gosling & Rachel McAdams...
What a nice romance movie!!! It was great!!!
A true display of true & timeless love that time has tested & found its way back & until the end...
My eyes were brimming with tears through the film... :P
But i was like,NO!!! The tears can't escape!!! It'll ruin the eyelash conditioner,like it did yesterday!!!
Haha...mummy bought a bottle of it for herself as she thought she has lost a lot of her eyelashes...
It turns out i'm the one who use it everyday,hahaha...She keeps forgetting its existence...
How i wish i have long lashes like AhDi...
Alright,back to topic...The story is touching....
There's a lot like us...
A girl born in a wealthy family,well...mine is average;A boy with a poor family background,erm...his is less than average but not poor...
& her family think he is not good for her,she doesn't deserve a guy like that,bla bla bla...
Then they were separated by their social differences...
I was thinking...will we turn out like them?
Realized that its not easy to bump into someone you love in life & she/he loves you as much as you love her/him,that she/he is the one you want after all & come with a happy ending...
Right then,i came to a realization that there's actually nothing like us...
How could i compare us to them...I mean they are so much more unique & better,we're like NOTHING,urgh =_=
Its the epic scene...A scene that brings up all your emotions & mixed feelings...
Noah,played by Ryan Gosling...Now do you understand why i like European??Haha...
Still looks hot!!!!!!!
Typical love story that you won't forget...Romeo & Juliet,Jack & Rose,Noah & Allie,Edward & Bella...
p/s: i'm now quite focused about my piano practice...
Haha...there's a song i like very much reminds me of Liwen...
I guess i'll do a piano cover later....for her,haha~
Love,
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