Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?
'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the doorAnd I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when YOU SAID FOREVER & ALWAYS
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymoreAnd I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when YOU SAID FOREVER & ALWAYS
YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT BABY,I DON'T THINK SO
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always... yeah
And we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
'cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me?
'cause one second it was perfect, now you're halfway out the doorAnd I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when YOU SAID FOREVER & ALWAYS
Was I out of line?
Did I say something way too honest, made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I'm not so sure
So here's everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymoreAnd I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when YOU SAID FOREVER & ALWAYS
YOU DIDN'T MEAN IT BABY,I DON'T THINK SO
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
Back up, baby, back up
Did you forget everything
'cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it baby, you said forever and always... yeah
在thailand旅行的其中1晚梦见了他…我已经叫自己不要想到他了,就算是,他也不值得我引起自己任何的情绪…我没有想他,真的没有…提起他,我没有任何的心情,没有任何情绪,真的没有…为什么还要让我梦见他…梦见了他后悔了,来挽回我…我一口就答应了,而且2个人回到去像以前一样…可是之后自己静下来想,我是不是不应该答应他…他做了那么多伤我的事情,我有必要再次陷进去吗...就在我犹豫的那一刻,睡醒了…那天听姐妹说起了他,我也没有表现出任何在意的动静…抚心自问,蔡依妏,你真的一点感觉都没有吗?大家都说他变了,就算是亲近他的朋友…到此时此刻,我依然不相信,依然自欺欺人,抱着一丝希望,希望他还是以前的那个他,还是我当初会爱上的那个他…看着其他分开后的朋友,男生对女生依然还会有在乎,仍然把那个女生放在自己心里某个特别的位置…每当大家说起,我都很淡然地讽刺说:”放心吧…他睬我都傻,他根本都不认识蔡依妏这个人…”跟他渡过的那个3年半感觉上好虚幻…我认识的那个他感觉上已经去了很遥远的地方,再也回不来…一直说天蝎座是不好的星座,天蝎座都是坏的…其实根本不是那样….至少另一个天蝎还会在意那个她,我的天蝎座才是当我不存在的一样…一切的一切都不是天蝎座的问题,是我选择了那个他…是他…不明白为什么还要穿着自己送他的t-shirt,不明白为什么那么担心玩paintball的颜料会弄脏那件t-shirt…这个是你所谓的对他没有任何情绪吗…不明白为什么明明恨下心block了他,还要用别人的acc去stalk他,看见他add的每个美女…ehh,你自己也不帅好吗,不要那么异想天开,癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉…我真的很差吗…我到底在生气什么…为什么人家已经不喜欢你了,你就不可以放下啊?!那么傻,让他牵动着你走…怎么说也深深地爱过,真的可以这样什么都忘得一干二净,厉害…第一次那么希望自己有桃花运,希望自己有新的男朋友…我需要1个很强很强的distraction…我要赶快谈恋爱,赶快忘了他…不想过生日,不想知道他连我生日也忘了,不想经历那个他不在意,连生日快乐也不跟我说时的那个心情…说了多少次要不去想,说了多少次要忘记,说了多少次要不在意…到了最后,辛苦的只是你自己…痛苦的也只有你自己…怀念的…仍然只有你自己…
等时间冲淡一切吧~太过执着只会令自己更辛苦~现在所想的只是你人生一小段的回忆~加油吧~爱一个不爱你的人不如去爱一个更爱你自己的人~
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